Im not going to talk to someone who's actively antagonizing us into doing more of the thing that hurts you all, considering that'd defeat the purpose here, yknow?
I don't trust them and cannot continue this conversation with them present because they have a history of blatantly antagonizing both bun and your own system, and I'd rather not have someone who could potentially make things worse around.
I… I’m sorry, that’s not something I can guarantee.
No one wants to come forward.. They’re right about, um… Yeah.. Not to the extreme extent they made it out to be but um..!! We just, um.. Yeah.. We’re just trying to exist is all!
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if t thye take primary agaian i cant do it i can tdo it they keep heuring me specifically i cant do it
3:13 AM
if theh take primary again i cant do it i told toast last time that if error did it again i was done andnim truing to be nice but i cant do it if they keep antagonizing me and hurting me while im already stressed and husy
stop it stop it stop it!! she said you were a doormat and then shshes gonna use that against me and say i gaslighted or nanupulated you into saying that
3:15 AM
im sorry im sorry im sordy
3:15 AM
its all my fault it always has been she said it was it was all my fault im a narc im an abuser im a mnaipualtor its all on me its all on me
I need you to guarantee that because if i try to continue this conversation at any point and get antagonized like that I cannot do that. I cannot be with someone who will allow someone like that to antagonize me and my partner over and over again after they've already said if error did that again they couldn't anymore. She either stays away until it's done or we can't talk because it becomes unfair for both of us. Having a conversation is about conversing and error isn't interested in conversing, or actually making anything clear to us.
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Reply to: I… I’m sorry, that’s not something I can guarantee.
No one wants to come forward.. They’re right ab…
Do you see the panic that bun has been in because error used the way that their abuser hurt them to attack them with horrible comments that are things you are aware their mother and Lear have said.
3:19 AM
They cannot be allowed to be around if they're going to try and rile us up to prove themselves right.
I understand that you all are lonely currently because Logan is leaving but this is not a conversation I can have until error is barred from front.
3:19 AM
I do not feel safe or comfortable interacting with someone who will purposefully trigger me to make a point.
3:20 AM
So however long that takes, I will not speak to someone who isn't proxying in a server that you all typical proxy in as i do not feel safe or comfortable speaking to error and neither does aurelio.
its my fault shes antagonizing me its my fault its on me i should have been better i shouldnt have hurt pleiades i shouldnt have scared then im sorry im sorry itd my fault its my fault
its my fault im a narc im an abuser im just like everyone who's ever hurt me im egotistical im sorry im sorry i make everything about me im sorry im sorry im sorry
Considering they've done nothing but antagonize us and make the situation worse to prove themselves the victim, I would pretty handily say that the focus is on error and has been the whole time. Is that not the point of you saying you were hurt?
Anyways: provided error stays away, I can probably take a day or two to process things and respond, but we will not just be taking accountability when a lot of these things are still factually falsehoods. I will apologize and I will respond, but error cannot be involved and then I'd like to ask for an apology from your system for my system specifically.
3:29 AM
I know you're out right now, so don't bother to respond. But that's what i will be doing.
That doesn't mean I'll be making a decision on the break in a couple days, but you deserve an apology/explanation sooner rather than later, but I want to have time to make sense of errors exaggerations and lies.
3:30 AM
I'm going to be muting the chat now and going to try and wind down from the adrenaline you all have put us through for hours.
They.. Said what needed to be said.
Maybe harshly, but… You guys aren’t.. um… Recognising our hurt when we’ve… Um.. Recognised yours, time and time again. And.. Um.. You’re kind of.. Projecting. A lot. You’re making yourself out to be a victim of so much more than you’re supposed to be.
I’m saying this because the cat’s out of the bag, and, well… Um.. We.. Uh.. We are scared. She.. She was right. We’re scared. We can’t come out anymore for fear of so many things relating to the hurt we’ve seemingly caused you. We can’t come out. We’re genuinely scared.
3:32 AM
It was.. A collectively agreed-on thing to take a break. We’ve been planning it for a while but needed better reasons to make sure we weren’t blowing things up out of proportion and were truly seeing what we were seeing and experiencing on our end.
Our friends, both school and cosplay, have treated us better. Past the bare minimum. We don’t have to beg to be a part of things. We feel actually welcome.
We can’t do this anymore. Again, we’re staying until everything can be acknowledged, but… I don’t think this can keep going.
You guys don’t love us. You love the idea of being in a polyamorous relationship with us.
I've begged and begged for you to speak to me, for you to interact with me, for our system to be treated as equal, but I've never felt equal and we tell you all this every single time that we talk about it and you promise you'll change and you dont.
you dont kwneo how i feel or how much i. put into evevrhrhjng mentally. you dont sit with me on a day to dah basis i hardly ever talk to you anymore bdcause it feels like i only get called when imouttjedoor and then dont get texted. and thats fine weve both been busy but dont say that avout me when i have said the opposite and fought to provieneit
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3:35 AM
notititmnetion other thing dbthatsill get to later but the poiintnt standa s
Shibusawa, please stop, because you really are projecting to a certain extent. I’ll agree that for a good period of time, you haven’t gotten what you deserve, but coming on recently, you’ve been taking up way more than you’re supposed to and making it about you. It’s been going on for a good while now.
everh argument lately has come back to you guys blatantly brbeaking promises and ultimatums and boundaries we all set a tthe beginning of this and we ask yoi to commjnicate and we try to invite you to things and we try and try and try and try and fanny has seen us try and so has sora and
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