GAY AS HELL - kiss-kiss-talk-about-your-feelings

Why was Kaoru so silly! Potions were not good for your health. Kanata didn't 'understand' what was so fun about them. They weren't all bad... Chiaki had been very cute and cuddly under the affects of the potion. The fever still worried them. Humans shouldn't run temperatures so high!! Plus why did they need to take love or lust potions? Kanata preferred to feel those things naturally. They also feared if they did take one they would end up thinking about someone they shouldn't by accident!! That be scary;; Kaoru already knew they were coming over, so Kanata knocked once to be polite before letting themselves in anyway. "Hihi Kaoru~♡ I am here to 'help', I brought~" they held up a plushie of Chiaki they had carried over here with them. "This too help too~ until 'Chiaki' has time to come over hehe~" Shutting the door behind them, they headed over to the sulking blond. "Do you 'want' a hug?"

The knock at the door had dragged him into a sitting position, but he realized soon enough that it was more of a courtesy than anything. He should have expected Kanata to just walk in, but his mind was fuzzy and he couldn't really think of anything but them. And that feeling was only intensified as soon as he saw them. Some odd thing tugged at his chest, but he chose not to focus on that. Far more willing to think about them than whatever had been going on recently. His mouth felt far too dry and he seemed to struggle to find his words for a moment as he watched them. Help? Right- Yeah. Cuddles. That was it, that was the help... that he was getting. "Ah- Kanata-kun~" Despite his struggle to find his words, his voice was as smooth as ever, even with the slight pout on his expression. He reached out, motioning them closer to him almost a little urgently. "I've been waiting for, like, so long." He really hadn't been waiting more than a few minutes, but the potion was messing with his sense of time. It was also just... messing with him if the flush on his cheeks was anything to go by.

"Thats not 'true', I do not walk 'that' slow~" They gently chided as they plopped down onto the bed. Kanata pressed the plushie against Kaoru's cheek before dropping it gently down onto his lap. Muuu... Kaoru looked 'hot' like Chiaki had. Hmph!! Kanata had warned him about the fever. Still they wouldn't abandon him. Kaoru just wanted to have fun because he was silly. It was cute in a way. They leaned closer to pull him into a hug. "There there~ sorry for 'making' you wait Kaoru~" Hehe now they could pamper him with affection and Kaoru wouldn't be so pouty about it. Win!!! "How are you 'feeling?' Too hot?"

The promise of physical contact was far too enticing to give up that easily, quickly snatching up the little plush and tugging it into an awkward sort of hug. However, Kanata's hug distracted him incredibly quickly, the little plush dropping right back down into his lap again. ...Sorry Moricchi. The blonde was quick to wrap his arms around them, tugging them as close as he possibly could when he was sitting like this. Whatever filter he once had was completely gone, burying his face into the crook of Kanata's neck and taking in a deep breath. The contact was almost bordering on painful, digging into those scattered bruises across his body. That didn't matter. He'd take whatever pain he needed to if it meant being close to Kanata. "Burning up..." He muttered against their skin, fingers curling to grip at the back of their shirt. "Need you..."

What? Muu... for some reason it did not feel like Kaoru was talking about cuddling. They couldn't be sure, it could be just the fever talking. He did feel awfully warm... the closeness made them feel a tad flustered. It was one thing for Chiaki to suddenly invade their personal space as they were used to it. Kaoru... not so much. The blond was usually too busy trying to act cool. So the closeness they shared was generally brief and more casual. "I'm right 'here' Kaoru. If you feel 'unwell' we can lay down." Moving a hand up to Kaoru's head, Kanata twined their fingers through his hair. It was so soft, just as soft as the fur the blond had when he was a fox. "You 'need' to take more 'care' when it comes to 'magic'. Silly~''

Kaoru wasn't usually this close to Kanata, and their touch was an oddly comforting thing to lean into. He knew he'd be flustered about this as soon as the magic wore off, but he didn't have it in himself to be able to be flustered about it now. His mind was racing, yelling different things at him and all he could really pay attention to was Kanata. He just shook his head, using the action to press closer into them, grip on the back of their shirt tightening the slightest amount. "Not unwell..." He mumbled, "Not like that. Need you... please?" He still wasn't quite explaining what he meant, hands on his back losing their grip and trailing down until they were resting just on their hips. Whatever came later was future Kaoru's problem, not his own. "'S too hot 'n you're right here."

Kanata's eyes narrowed as they held on to him. They weren't that oblivious... all the time. Hmm... they could just knock Kaoru out, it be the easiest solution. That seemed mean though and a 'hero' shouldn't turn to violence as a first response. "You!! Are 'talking' about sex." Kanata stated in an accusing tone, tugging lightly at his hair. "Muu... I don't 'mind' helping you 'still'. It was 'mean' of you to trick me. I'm 'gonna' tattle on you later." It would also give them something new to tease Kaoru about, so either way this was a win for them☆. Pulling away from his hold to take their Chiaki plush back, if it got dirty Kanata would get very upset, and placed it gently down on the night stand. "You are 'lucky' that you are cute."

"I didn't trick you~?" He was quick to defend himself, thumbs dipping underneath the fabric of their shirt to brush against their skin. Even that small amount of skin contact was almost heavenly, and he had to stop himself from just slipping his hands completely under the fabric. The tug at his hair drew a little hum of surprise from him, but he didn't say anything. He probably deserved that. "You knew what the brownie did?" He did pout a bit as Kanata pulled back from him, cheeks flushed with color and looking a little disheveled after everything. He lit up a little bit as he processed the yes, waiting for Kanata to finish setting the plush aside before he leaned closer. "Tattle all you want~ I'm winning as long as I've got you here." His voice dropped low, eyes half lidded as he grinned at Kanata. One of his hands moved from their hip, up to their shoulder to tug them a bit closer, lips ghosting just a few centimeters away from theirs, but not quite giving them a kiss.

In theory they mightve known. But it affected everyone differently so they had wrongly assumed it would be too bad for Kaoru. Letting out a small hmph instead of answering. Kanata allowed Kaoru to come closer to them, their heart skipping a beat. Always such a charmer~ closing the distance between them to change it into a real but brief kiss, they placed a hand against his chest to lightly push Kaoru back. "Are you 'winning'? I love you 'Kaoru' and~ I will help. I just never said 'i'd' make it easy 'on' you? Afterall~ you slept with the 'rouge' of all people before 'me'. I find that 'very' offensive? Now you 'have' cooties." The push changed into a move firm one to knock Kaoru back against the bed, as they moved to climb over him, straddling his waist. "You 'should' ask more nicely 'to' touch me? Unlike 'you' I am in 'no' rush."

The kiss was nice, and Kaoru would have melted into it if he wasn't suddenly pushed away from his partner. How rude, this was what he got for just wanting a kiss? He pouted at them as he was pushed back, but processed exactly why that had happened when they began to speak. He opened his mouth to respond, but didn't quite manage to defend himself before his head was against the pillow and he was looking up at Kanata. "If I'd have been with you I wouldn't have." He explained, that pout still remaining on his lips. "Plus you did it too?" He didn't have the heart to tell them it had happened again. That pout shifted soon enough, not wanting to touch on the topic of Madara much longer. Not after everything that had happened. The bruises were a strong reminder of that. The fact that he couldn't pass it off as some fever dream. "I don't mind waiting though~ This angle's nice too." He all but purred, fingers trailing up their thighs slowly. "I'll ask if I must~ May I, Kanata?" His hands rested at the top of their thighs, thumbs gently tracing circles into them, almost asking if he could move them properly to their hips once more.

Tilting their head as they consider his words. Hmm... Kaoru still had cooties so the best way to get rid of them was by overwriting them. Hehe~ they weren't upset with him anyway. If anything they felt bad they hadn't snatched him up sooner so they could have spared him from the experience. "Well~ I 'can't' say no to 'you', Kaoru~ and since you 'asked' so nicely~ yes! You may~ my only 'condition' is that you have to 'give' me the cuddles I 'thought' I'd be getting 'afterwards'~" The gentle touches from him, made Kanata smile softly. Sex was not all that impressive to them, they mostly enjoyed the closeness it gave them to their loved ones. Which is why they needed to genuinely like someone before allowing them to get close like this. Leaning forward they placed a hand on the bed besides Kaoru, balancing themselves as they hovered above him for a moment before dropping down to squish him against the bed.

The sudden weight on top of him was enough to break his train of thought for a moment, any of those thoughts from the past stuck like a scratched record as Kanata laid on him. His arms moved to wrap around his partner, holding them close in the hug. Once more, he buried his face in the crook of their neck, placing soft kisses against the skin that was exposed. "Promise~" He hummed, hands trailing down their back and resting against their lower back and just pressing them a bit closer into him. "I'd never say no to cuddles from you~" He purred, shifting so he could properly kiss up their neck and leave barely-there kisses against their jawline. Although he wasn't the strongest, he was able to flip their positions easily enough, sitting up so he could properly straddle their hips. He grinned down at them, one hand coming up and cupping their cheek, brushing his thumb against their cheekbone gently. He was feeling just a bit soft. His other hand moved up as well, tracing down the line of their neck and their collarbone, tugging at the collar of their shirt to expose more skin. "God- You're gorgeous..." He trailed off, gaze flickering back up to meet their expression. "Mind if I spoil you~?" And God, that's what he needed right now. To give all his love to Kanata. It was an apology, yes, but spoiling them ensured that he couldn't be touched himself. That he didn't have to deal with still feeling filthy from Madara's touches. No matter how hard he'd scrubbed in the shower he couldn't get him off of his skin. So maybe, just maybe, Kanata would help with that. He tried to push away the thoughts. Not the time.

Hmm~ right now this was almost as good as cuddling anyway. Kanata had always pegged Kaoru down as a sweetheart when it came to love, it was pleasing to know they were correct. Even if it seemed he was currently trying to smother them with kindness. Each kiss made their skin tingle and they let out a soft giggle. "Oh? Starting 'now'? Since~ I can 'name' a few times you 'said' no." They teased, squirming to try to escape the onslaught of kisses. Their attempt was less than successful as they were flipped over, oh well~ Leaning into the hand resting over their cheek, what a silly question. "Not at all~ 'But' I get to 'spoil' you in return~ You deserve to be 'loved' just as much~" They reached up and placed a hand over his heart before gripping at the fabrics of his shirt to tug him down closer to them. With recent events, Kanata wanted to be able to remind Kaoru that no matter what, they loved him just the same. And they always would. They hadn't been able to phrase how they felt too well before, but they didn't want him to feel like he meant less to him than Chiaki did. Because he really didn't!! Both of them were the most important people in their life. There was no second choices, Just Kanata's choice which was both Chiaki and Kaoru.

Kaoru just laughed as he was tugged down, the collar of his shirt slipping down slightly to expose the base of his neck down to his collarbones. He chose to ignore that, reaching up to gently bat their hand away, just being a bit playful (and using it as an excuse to hide the bruises again -- even if he was sure Kanata had seen). He fixed the shirt, not wanting to show just how bad it was. It was bad after the first encounter with Madara, but this one was even worse. And the more he had to think about it, the more it made him shake. He did lean down, the hand that had been on their cheek resting by the side of their head for support. His other hand continued its slow trail down, gently tracing patterns through the fabric onto their chest. "Deal~" He hummed, leaning down to press a proper kiss against their lips. He hadn't quite gotten this earlier, not with how quickly he had been pushed off. It was nice, his other hand slipping down their side and resting on their waist as he pressed closer to him. He didn't deepen the kiss more, breaking away after a moment or two to let his eyes scan over their face and body. "Deal, but I promise I'll be more than a little needy with how much I get to spoil you." He teased, hand slipping down to his hips, thumb brushing up under their shirt just to get a rise from them. He could only hope they forgot about their end of the deal by the time they were done here. He really didn't want to have to give his body to someone else. Not right now. As much as he trusted Kanata, he could only take so much before he broke. Although, maybe he'd change his mind... but that seemed unlikely.

They had indeed seen, staring intently at the marks even after they were hidden back away. Fear was not an emotion Kanata enjoyed feeling, nor was hatred. Yet both flared up inside them. Knowing about the marks was one thing, actually seeing them with their own to eyes made a sense of self-disgust pile up. That they not only had feelings for the one that did this to him, but also had the nerve to ask permission to sleep with him. How could they have done that when Kaoru was hurt so badly he was still not recovered?? Not to mention Chiaki... They would have gotten lost in this spiral of depressing thoughts but Kaoru was not giving them a chance to stay focused enough to hold onto those negative emotions. Still. It was a shame they had already 'made' up with Madara, as now they would look like the bad guy when they not so politely strangled him. Before they could even comment or pout about what they saw, the roaming hand effectively distracted them. They could dwell on their murderous thoughts later, for now the blond clearly deserved all their attention. Returning the kiss, Kanata let out a pleased hum. Though this kiss was much shorter than they would have liked. Boo, was this payback from earlier? Pressing up against his touch, they felt an urge to roll their eyes. "If you 'say' so, Kaoru. I 'welcome' all attention 'from' you." Tugging once more at his shirt, undeterred at being swatted away before. "Let me 'see' the damages~ I'll 'kiss' them 'better' for you.''

Kaoru pouted a bit at the statement. He should have done a better job at hiding all those marks, but it wasn't as if he was thinking properly when he had eaten that brownie. Had he thought ahead (or thought at all, really) he might have bothered to cover them up. "Fine, if you must." He wasn't terribly keen on showing them off, but he supposed it would likely be alright when it was Kanata. They were a sign of weakness, blooming color across his skin where he'd been too foolish and too weak to fight back. They showed just how badly he'd fucked up twice now. They already knew what had happened between him and Madara (or, at least, the gist of it -- he hadn't exactly bothered to give them all the details, and for good reason. Kanata didn't need to know about anything that happened in the basement. It would only hurt them ) so it hopefully shouldn't come as too much of a surprise for them to see some bruising. Well, a lot of it. It was all over his torso, and incredibly obvious (due to the difference in healing) that none of this was from just one interaction. He reached down to tug the t-shirt off, tossing the fabric aside casually. He could deal with picking that up later. For now he wanted to focus back on Kanata. Especially if it got the attention off him for a bit. He turned his gaze back to them, pushing up at the hem of their shirt gently. "No fair if I'm the only one undressing, no~?" He pouted, trying to distract them as best as he could.

It looked like Kaoru had picked a fight with a rabid bear and lost terribly. God. It annoyed them so much. Just because Kanata's feeling had gotten hurt didn't mean it was okay for Madara to take on justice in their name. They had never asked for this and they were so tired of him and everyone else deciding on how they should feel about things. They weren't a child, They could handle their own issues!! "So many... 'you' really 'suffered' didn't you?" They sat up and wrapped their arms around him, pressing a kiss against one of the bruises on his neck. Some of the marks were clearly from Chiaki and them, from kisses being exchanged during cuddling and from the time Kaoru had outright challenged them to bite him if they could. They placed a kiss along every mark they could see, pausing at one of the bites to nibble gently at it. This... was not one they recognized. Only they really bit Kaoru hard enough to leave marks like this. Chiaki was far too soft to really put too much pressure down. So who was this from?? Worry twisted up inside them and they wanted to ask but were too scared to know the answer. They'd bring it up later, so they wouldn't spoil the mood. "I think 'you' need to 'be' spoiled much 'more' than I 'do'~ you look 'like' you've been 'mauled'."

He just laughed off the question, shaking his head. He wouldn't exactly have called it 'suffering' but he wasn't exactly in a penthouse suite with a view of the city. Nope. It was in his own bed and he had to deal with it flooding his memory on occasion and feeling guilty. But, it wasn't the worst. Well, scratch that. It was horrible. He hated it. He could hardly sleep without it slipping into his mind and tainting his nightmares. He wouldn't admit that, he couldn't. The kisses, albeit gentle, drew a wince from him, and he recognized exactly where Kanata was kissing. Nope- redirect. He didn't need to think about it. Despite his best attempts to appear as he normally would, a pout made its way to his lips. He glanced down at them, from where he was, leaning into the gentle touch. His hands came up to their waist, gently tracing up the sides of their chest. "C'mon~ You promised, Kanata." He hummed, returning that earlier favor and gently pressing his lips against theirs for a brief moment or two before he pulled away. "Let me spoil you first, mk? Then you get full rights to spoil me~" He was hesitant to suggest it, but if it let him spoil Kanata he'd make sacrifices. Even if those sacrifices would only hurt him more and send his mind spiralling. That would... probably backfire on him. Oh well.

Kanata did not want to have to sit back and wait, they believed Kaoru needed to be spoiled now. He deserves it. Him and Chiaki, both of them deserves to be spoiled not maimed. The blond was lucky the soft touches were enough to win them over, for now. They pouted at him in return when Kaoru pulled away again, it be nice to keep kissing him. "Hmph. I did promise, I 'never' said you could 'go' first. Full rights 'is' very tempting so~ I'll give into 'your' whims." Full rights meant they could do anything and Kaoru couldn't complain. How unfortunate for him♡, he was gonna be stuck here with them long after the silly brownie wore off. There were at least a year worth of affections Kanata had held back that was now Kaoru's problem to deal with. "Lead the way~ I'll be 'nice' and follow 'along'."

A grin quickly lit up his face as Kanata gave into him. He genuinely looked like he thought he'd won this situation, despite having just given Kanata permission to do whatever they'd like after this. But, that didn't seem to process in his mind. He had Kanata in front of him and he was more than happy to give them all the love he could. God, maybe this brownie was... affecting him a little more than he'd expected. Now that they had agreed, however, he could get what he'd been wanting as well. His hands gently traced back down, resting on their waist as he leaned in to properly kiss them this time. From how he was straddling their hips, it wasn't hard to shift just a little more, parting Kanata's legs just so he could situate himself between them. One hand remained where it was, the other slipping down to their hips. His thumb dipped below the waistband of his pants, almost teasing as he pressed closer to them in the kiss.

Seeing Kaoru so happy made waiting worth it. He looked so handsome with such a carefree expression, much better than his cute cocky look he wore when he acted oh-so-tough. Both had their own charms to it. Kaoru was charming in general, even when he acted silly. They kissed him back, buzzing with excitement that Kaoru was talking the time to kiss them for real. If he hadn't, they would have gotten very pouty and grumpy. Kisses were the best part!! No Kanata was not biased at all! They were simply correct! The teased caused their eyes to widen, as long as Kaoru was kissing them they could deal with whatever the blond decided to 'spoil' them with. Ignore their racing heart. They were 100 precent okay and not flustered over such a small gesture. Having Kaoru between their legs like that hadn't made them blush at all.

Kaoru used the new leverage to tug Kanata as close as possible, kneeling between their legs he tugged them a bit closer, absently rolling his hips up against theirs. Rather than continue along with what he'd been doing, he chose to ignore the waistband of their pangs, using that hand to instead push up at the fabric of their shirt. He pushed it up their torso, stopping halfway up their ribcage before his hand dipped below the fabric. He gently traced up the side of their chest, brushing a thumb over a nipple teasingly. In that same moment, he broke from the kiss, redirecting his attention. With one hand on their chest, and the other on their waist just holding them still, he shifted to kiss up their jawline, pausing to mutter a breathy compliment in their ear, nipping at their earlobe before calling them gorgeous. He chuckled softly, and in a second he was kissing down the side of their neck pausing right where their neck met their shoulder to sink his teeth gently into the skin, sucking in a dark spot, grip on their waist tightening slightly as he did so.

Okay Kanata regretted saying they would follow along almost immediately as Kaoru was just not playing fair. Not at all. They reached up to tangle their fingers in his hair, the soft strands helping ground them. ...For a about three seconds, gasping into the kiss before Kaoru pulled away. They held back the urge to bat his hand away from their chest. Letting him know how sensitive they were, would give him too much power. Not allowed! Keeping one hand in Kaoru's hair, they used their other to cover their face. Kanata had been doing their best to keep quiet, only their expression shifting from his actions. That quickly ended the moment his mouth was on their neck. Squirming underneath him, they let up a quiet moan, their hips working against Kaoru's hold to press up against his. "K-Kaoru~..." They said slowly, Peeking out from behind their hand. "You..." whatever they were trying to say was not coming out, turning into a small whine instead.

That moan sent a shiver down his spine, and he let out a shaky breath against their neck as he pulled back, warm breath ghosting over the mark he had just left on their neck. He was growing just as needy as Kanata seemed to be, but he could pull himself together, wanting to draw every little noise out of them. "Kanata~" He echoed, sitting up a bit so he could look down at their expression. A smug grin played over his lips, gaze dancing over their face and that mark on their neck. Cute. He made a note to give them more, wanting to see the effects of this for days after. Proof that Kanata was his. "Have I done something wrong?" Had it not been Kaoru, that question might have almost seemed innocent, paired with a slight cock of his head to the side. He rolled his hips up against theirs once more, the hand on his chest pausing for a brief moment before he gently brushed over their nipple again, taking the opportunity to gently pinch, carefully observing their expression. "You should say my name again though~" His voice dropped low as he said so, enjoying messing with them just a little too much.

The brust of warmth against their skin, sent a spiral of electric tingles throughout their body. Kanata was feeling needy and the amount of clothing they had on right now was becoming stifling. Gah! They knew that he knew what he'd done! Stupid blond pretty boys and their dumb charm. Letting out a small pant, they didn't feel an ounce of shame as they lightly grinded up against him. Kaoru had caused this problem and it was his responsibility to take care of it. Their face flushed even more at the pinch and they let out a small squeak, finally giving in and batting his hand away. Giving Kaoru so much power was a mistake. He clearly could not be trusted with such things. "A-ah Kaoruuu... 'please' be nice to 'me'. It 'will' be embarrassing if 'you' tease me 'too' much."

"I am so nice to you~" He teased, reaching up to continue to push the shirt off of their chest so he could yank it off of them. He was getting a little more needy, and he thought it was unfair that they were still clothed while he had already taken off his shirt. He was desperate for that skin to skin contact, wanting to lean into them. Once it was off of them, he could get to work, at least -- he thought he could, until he looked down and saw the hickeys spread over his chest and the base of his neck. Jealousy swelled in his gut, and he couldn't stop himself from reacting, lips setting into a thin frown. "Was this...?" He was quick to dip back down, resisting the urge to make any more comments about it. One hand stayed at his chest, thumb flicking over their nipple gently as he pressed kisses down their neck and shoulder, sinking his teeth gently into one patch of already marked up skin, offsetting his bite just slightly so that his would last a bit longer. He broke away for a split second, hips grinding right back up against them in order to rile them up. "Should say my name again." He mumbled against their skin, pressing more kisses down their chest before sucking in a dark spot right under their collarbone. "Please~?"

Pouting at his tease, they huffed in disbelief. They felt a little self conscious about losing their shirt as they had intentionally stayed as clothed around their boyfriends as possible recently avoid any awkward conversations about the mess underneath. Kanata avoided looking at Kaoru and also his question, shifting underneath uncomfortablely. Guilt was close to forming before they got pounce on. Their gaze refocusing on him with a startled gasp at the sudden flick. Please!! Would it kill him to not touch them there! ''You 'are'--" being bitten over already sensitive skin made their pupils dilate and mind blank for a moment. Even if it was gentle they could feel it with such sharp clarity it hurt, in a nice way. Mumbling an incoherent sentence with with needy moans as he grinded against them, they wrapped their arms around him, wanting him closer to them. Say it again? How many times would be enough for him? They felt the stubborn urge to refuse his plea, yet instantly caved as they liked saying it too much to refuse him. "K-kaoruuu~... I 'love' you."

Kaoru was more than happy to oblige as they tried to tug him closer, letting himself lay against them as he continued to pepper kisses across their shoulders and their neck. The skin-to-skin contact sending little jolts of electricity across his skin. He had to lift himself up to shift down slightly, gaze flickering back up to them to watch their expression carefully as he continued to place gentle kisses down their chest. It was so easy to give into his wills with them, cautiously pressing a kiss to their nipple, swirling his tongue around the hardening bud before he pulled back a bit to offer them a far too smug grin. His other hand came up to undo the button of their pants, gently tugging at it to try and get them even further undressed, wanting to see (and feel) as much of them as he possibly could. He shifted back up to do that, kissing all over their face before pausing by their ear, pushing down the fabric of their pants. "So gorgeous like this." He mumbled, kissing just behind their ear, "I love you too~"

Their gaze stayed locked on him, not budging for even a moment, even as their eyes glazed over slightly with lust. Unfortunately for Kanata being showered with love was addicting to them, so they'd give Kaoru as many reactions he wanted if it meant he was going to mark them as his. Digging their nails into his back as they made a loud moan, giving up on trying to stay quiet and from keeping him from their chest. They didn't really care if someone heard them, maybe they wanted someone too. Each kiss made their heart flutter, making them feel rather dazed. They took this opening to bury thier face against Kaoru's neck, nuzzling him sweetly before sinking their teeth down into his skin, tasting the sharp sting of iron against their tounge.They pulled away to lick over the teeth indents. "Mine now~ have to 'make' sure everyone knows. Since 'Kaoru' is too popular for 'his' own good.''

Kaoru shuddered as soon as he felt Kanata bite him, unable to help the color that flushed his cheeks. His grip on them tightened a bit, digging blunt nails into the fabric at their hips as he tried to pull himself together. Although he knew Kanata was a biter, he hadn't quite expected it to happen like that. "Tch-" He cleared his throat and tried to click his tongue at them, but he found that he was having trouble thinking clearly anymore. He had said he was going to spoil them, but with the brownie, it seemed that he was objecting a little less to any attention paid to him. "You have to share you know~? At least with Moricchi." He teased, letting his fingers slowly trail down their sides to tug at their pants, wanting them off as soon as he could. "But I'm yours, yeah yeah~" He chuckled softly, leaning back down to kiss them properly again as he worked their pants fully off of them.

"No. Not 'right' now I don't. All 'mine'." For now, for the next time it was the two of them alone, with Chiaki, though in that case Kaoru would be theirs which was the same because what was Chiaki's was also Kanata's, and vice-versa. Kaoru had agreed but it was obvious to them that he did not really understand. They'd just have to fix that. A hands-on example never hurt anyone. The blond wouldn't be the only one they not so gently drilled this lesson into. Taking control of the kiss as their pants were pulled away, they nipped down roughly against Kaoru's bottom lip, teasing working their tounge into his mouth. Pressing it up against his, their eyes holding a demanding glint. They wanted to break him. Kanata had not been allowed to punish him properly, now they could. In a way they wanted. One that was loving but left a lasting impression. Pushing their hips back up so Kaoru could feel how hard they were without clothes blocking them, they so dearly wished he would take off his own pants. They wanted to see too.

Kaoru shuddered upon feeling Kanata press right up against him, and now that one less layer of clothing was separating them he could feel just how tight his jeans were beginning to feel. He wanted to feel them, all of them, and this kiss was making his mind spin. He pressed right back into the kiss, letting out a soft noise against their lips at the little bite. He should have expected as much, but let them have their fun in this moment. His hands immediately set to work on their underwear next, trying to work it off of their hips so he could truly spoil them as he'd intended before. His own pants could wait. Once he'd managed to maneuver to get them off, he pulled back from the kiss, only looking a little bit dazed as he grinned down at them, eyes scanning over their body. "God.." He trailed off, every thought about them going straight to his hard-on. "I've told you how pretty you are, yeah?" He didn't wait for an answer, dipping back down to place kisses down their neck and chest again. One hand came up, gently wrapping around the base of their cock, slowly beginning to pump them.

Kanata grumbled when Kaoru pulled away, missing the close contact immediately. It was odd being fully naked in front of him. That he wanted them to be naked around him. What a long process away from his mister straight guy attitude. Opening their mouth to respond to his question, they ended up letting out a chocked moan instead. Their hips jerking up at the touch, he was so gentle it was driving them insane. "Kaoru~ I 'need' you.." Pausing as they squirmed underneath him, Kanata's face flushed from their own thoughts, embarrassed to say such things out loud to Kaoru. "I.. 'please' hurry up. I have 'many' things I want to do to 'you'. I-its so hard to 'wait'." The anything was so tempting and they were going to make good on that. Being the 'bottom' was exhausting. Kanata had been too nice lately. This was gonna be the last time they played this role until they got to do everything they wanted to do to their boyfriends. "Hnng.."

Kaoru pouted a bit against their neck. He knew they would squirm, but he hadn't expected it to be so quickly. The two of them had just gotten started and he didn't want them to manage to wiggle out of this with no effort at all. "Can I not be gentle with you?" He whined, sounding a little too desperate for his own tastes. Still, he was desperate. He wanted them whining and moaning at his every touch, and he'd have to start off gentle to get that. He did pick up the pace of his stroking just a bit, however, at least a little willing to listen to what they had to say. He didn't want to torture them, after all. He brushed his thumb over their slit, sucking a few dark spots along the more bare area of their chest. "So cute like this. Sure I can't just listen to you whine~?"

They wanted to say no. That he couldn't be gentle with them. Was it wrong to want to be railed by someone they had been painstakingly trying to nab for about two years? They didn't think so. Instead Kanata just whined back at him. Ugh hgh hnnn only because he was whining. They were very clearly sulking a bit, well they were trying to sulk. Trying, failing, help. Gasping pitifully, a tiny amount of precum leaked out against his thumb. Good lord, more marks?? Kanata was never going to be able to take off their shirt again. "Kaoruuu... K-kaoru please.. at 'least' let me 'see' you too. I need too... a-ah... all of 'you. Pleaseeee."

Those whines went straight to his hard-on, and he pressed his thighs a little closer together. He had to think about their request, still pressing gentle kisses along their chest. "Only because you asked so nicely~" He mumbled, leaning up to press a soft kiss to their lips before he was pulling back. It was a little unfortunate to have to take his hand away, but he managed to get his pants off quickly enough, tossing them somewhere to the side. It was a little more obvious how worked up he was just in his underwear, but that ended up quickly tossed aside too. He actually ended up getting up, darting over to his drawer for a few seconds before he came back with a little bottle in hand. Soon enough, he was right back on Kanata, pressing kisses down their chest and having settled right between their legs again. One hand moved to gently press their leg to the side, keeping them open as the other game right back up to their dick, curling his fingers around it and beginning that almost teasing stroking again. "Said I can spoil you, right~?" He mumbled against their skin.

They didn't know what was worse, being deprived of the warmth Kaoru was providing them, or the inability to really admire Kaoru's naked form for as long as they wanted to with how quickly he was moving around. The first one was resolved quickly enough as he returned to where he was before. Letting out a shakey breath as he started to stroke them. It wasn't enough but they would bare through it for him. They weakly nodded their head at his words, swallowing back words of protest. Just because they were impatient didn't mean they should just skip over whatever Kaoru had planned. They didn't want to be teased by him, really. But they reasoned it would be okay as long as he really let them do anything they wanted afterwards. "You can... I'll be 'good', so 'please' spoil me."

Kaoru chuckled softly, and kept up that slow place. He slowly began to kiss further down their chest, pressing slower and slower kisses until he was right at their hips. His breath ghosted over their dick, but he never quite got close enough to touch it. Sharp teeth dug into the skin at his hip bone, sucking in a few dark marks over the once unmarred flesh. There were far less marks down here, barring a few bruises that he kissed over, but he took his time to give them some soft touch here. As he shifted back, he licked at the tip of their dick before his stroking restarted and he moved again. He laid flat against the bed beneath their legs, kissing the tops of their thighs and moving down. He picked up the pace just a bit as he kissed their inner thigh, sucking a few dark spots here, where he knew they'd be hidden. "Mine." He mumbled against their skin, putting all his attention towards them.

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This was more akin to playfully mean teasing </3 than being spoiled. They could feel love seeping through with each move so they knew he was doing this to pamper them. Kanata tensed up for a moment as teeth dug into their skin. How ironic that their body that used to be forbidden to touch was being continuously marked up. Maybe they enjoyed the hickeys and love bites left behind a little too much. They couldn't help it, tracing over the marks when they were alone in the bath helped remind them that they were human and that they were free. Gasping at the small tease of feeling his tongue against them, theirb dick twitched in response and Kanata was trying so hard not do something embarrassing like finishing just from being touched like this. Gripping at his sheets, their breathing shifted into weak shaky pants as he increased the pace. "Yours." They replied in kind, reaching a hand down to pet his hair lovingly.

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Seeing their reactions was everything to him, and it only spurred him to continue what he was doing. Every little noise or twitch was a win in his mind, and hearing them agree was just maybe enough to work him up a little more. He glanced up at them, a soft smile on his lips. He kissed the tops of their thighs gently, fluttered kisses down towards their inner thigh again as he mumbled soft almost inaudible compliments towards them. Gently, with his free hand, he nudged their legs apart just a bit more. He pressed a few more kisses right where their thighs met their pelvis, glancing up at them, down once at their hole, and up at them again as if he were asking permission. "So cute like this, you know~ God, you're perfect." He gently rested his cheek against their thigh, waiting for an answer.

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Even if Kaoru had been speaking clearly, Kanata wouldn't be able to hear it currently. Far too busy trying to maintain control of themselves as they dealt with the onslaught of kisses. They had no ides what he was saying but they knew it was positive judging by the adoring look he was giving them. It made them feel guilty to be so loved when they had been snippy (only a little bit!!") With him (and Chiaki) for a day or two after the whole... incident. Neither of them held it against them. But Kanata held it against themselves. It's why they'd rather spoil him instead. They wanted to make up for their words and show him how much they loved him too. Kaoru was just too stubborn and jumped the gun on them. They opened their legs when he nudged them, the limbs shaking a bit as they weren't sure what was going to happened next. Finally his words clicked in their head enough for them to respond too, but as they opened their mouth to give him permission for whatever it was he was silently asking for but instead a sharp gasp left them as their dick twitched pathetically in his hold, betraying them the moment they took a moment to think and not will away the need to cum by force. Their whole body shakes for a moment and they refused to make eye contact with Kaoru. One because the look he would have would be so smug, and Two because they knew it had likely gotten on him with how close he had been. "...Sorry." They whined quietly.

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Kaoru wasn't quite expecting Kanata to finish so quickly, but it wasn't entirely unexpected or unwelcome. He had been teasing them for a good bit of time, and he knew he was pushing it on how long he could really just have them to himself. He did look a little confused at first, a good bit of their cum splattered over his face, but that confusion shifted quickly into a more smug grin. He was a little proud of himself for that, yeah. He laughed softly, hand stilling on their dick so he didn't push them over too much. He wiped up any on their thighs of stomach with a thumb, deciding he could deal with his own face momentarily. One hand shifted to their hip, rubbing gentle circles into it with his thumb in an effort to help them relax. "So good for me, aren't you~?" He purred, pressing a few more gentle kisses to their thighs. "Lemme get a washcloth for my face and for you, mkay~? I'll be right back." He made no move to get off the bed just yet, wanting to make sure they were alright first.

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Peeking back over at him at the sound of his laugh, their cheeks puff out in a small pout. It wasn't funny!! They sat up as he started wiping up the mess they had made. His face was all messy now yet Kanata couldn't find it in them to feel guilty. It was his fault in the first place! They were quick to shake their head no in protest when he mentioned moving. No thank you. Now that they were sitting up, it was easier to drag Kaoru up. Taking advantage of the fact that they were stronger than him to manhandle him a bit. It didn't matter if their whole body was still a bit shaky. Kaoru wasn't very strong. "No!! I'll 'clean' it!! Don't go!" As if to prove their point, they leaned closer to his face and licked gently at their self made mess. It was fine if they stayed messy, hardly bothered him! Gathering a decent amount in their mouth without swallowing it, they pulled him into a kiss, playfully demanding entry to the inside of his mouth. He should help clean up a mess he made too afterall.

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Had it been anyone else, Kaoru might have protested the sudden manhandling a bit more. As it stood, he wasn't exactly someone who enjoyed getting pulled around by others. He let it slide because it was Kanata, and maybe he enjoyed the slightly rougher side of them. Or he just enjoyed affection from them. ...Or both. He laughed softly as they licked at his face, foolishly believing that they'd swallowed whatever they cleaned up. He leaned into the touch, happy to stick around for them. "Alright, alright, I'm h-" He gladly let himself be pulled into a kiss, pressing closer to them. His dick was pressed right up against their thigh like this, and it was obvious just how worked up he was. As they pushed their tongue into his mouth, he was a little shocked, sure, but he didn't pull back, letting them push it back into his mouth where he did actually swallow it down before pulling back. He pulled a face, rolling his eyes playfully. "C'mon~ No fair." He teased, kissing their cheek. "You get a break and then I'm right back to spoiling you~ Mkay?"

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It was nice to know Kaoru was turned on despite them not being able to touch him as much. They hoped it was from being around them and not the silly brownie he ate. "Its fair!! If 'two' people make a 'mess' they both have to 'clean' it up!" Since they had him here!! It was their turn to cover his face with kisses. Unable to resist the temptation, they reached down to trail their fingers along the side of his dick. A break huh? That was sweet of him, yet also made them want to whine. They didn't need one. "There's more?' they asked teasingly. "Kaoru is 'so' needy. I am 'okay' with continuing now. 'Thank' you for being 'considerate. You are 'such' a good boy!!" Kanata used their free hand to pat his head, leaning closer again to press a kiss against the tip of his nose.

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He did laugh as he was kissed, shaking his head a little as if to discourage any further kissing. Kaoru let out a low whine as Kanata reached down, his hips bucking up into the gentle touch. As much as he wanted to keep the attention on Kanata and only Kanata, he couldn't deny that it felt nice, and he was far too weak to their touch anyway. As his hips shifted against them, he knew he was done for, a little bit of precum smearing across their thigh. He was almost embarrassed that such a simple touch had done so much to him, but it was Kanata after all. He shifted away from them, pressing a brief kiss to their lips before he shifted down again. The praise had also nearly done him in, but as he shifted he had tried to ignore the way it made his cock twitch. He pressed light kisses down their chest again, stopping right above the tip of their dick. Experimentally, he gave the tip a lick, before licking up the underside slowly. He glanced up at them, cautious not to push them too far since he knew they had just cum. His other hand shifted on the bed, searching for that lube bottle he'd tossed aside. He grabbed it, uncapping it but not doing much else yet.

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It was the opposite for them. They wanted the focus on him since he deserved to be pampered. It made their face light up with happiness at getting such a reaction from a small touch. Holding back a giggle, they poked at the precum he left behind and brought it up to their mouth to lick after he kissed them. Oh to make a teasing comment about it not being very straight of him to be licking someones dick, they would have if they weren't so hyperfocused on the sudden warmth. It harden somewhat from the attention, and Kanata gave him a reassuring smile that they were fine. Mostly. Barely being able to keep their legs from shaking. "What 'are' you going to 'do', Kaoru? I'd like to 'know'~"

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Kaoru chuckled softly, warm breath ghosting over the head of their cock. He pulled the bottle of lube closer, putting a bit onto his fingers. He rubbed it over his fingers, giving it a moment to warm up so he didn't shock Kanata with the sudden temperature change. Once he was sure it was at least lukewarm, he gently rubbed one finger around their hole, smearing a bit of lube in the process. "I said spoil you, didn't I~?" He purred, looking up at them. He looked almost like he was asking for permission silently, wanting to draw out every little noise they could make. Putting the attention on them was nice, and he could easily lose himself in that. "If you don't want me to, I won't." His voice dropped in volume a bit, gentle as he gave the warning to Kanata. He didn't want to do anything they were uncomfortable with, and that included even minor things. Of course, he wanted to, but their comfort came first.

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Shivering as he laughed, having him so close but not quite touching it made them feel an excited sense of anticipation. Their gaze was locked on every move he made and they let out a very quiet gasp at the moment he got close to their hole. "Mhm but 'you' didn't say 'how'. Are you 'planning' to prep me? You 'don't' have to do 'that'. You 'can' if you want. I 'won't' stop your fun. I 'just'... don't need it." Reaching down they ruffled his hair. It was true they didn't want to be spoiled. Only because they didn't really deserve to be, not compared to their loved ones right now. However- "Its 'fine' Kaoru~ I can 'handle' whatever you 'want' to do. It's 'okay' if it's 'you'."

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Kaoru couldn't help but grin as his hair was ruffled, and he found himself leaning into that gentle touch. He came close to laughing again, the barest warm breath escaping him. "Don't need it~?" He did sound a little confused, but decided that he wouldn't press the issue too much. He trusted them if that's what they were saying, but... if they weren't gonna stop his fun -- he might as well make them feel good while he was here. He gently pushed two fingers into them, testing the idea that they wouldn't need prep. As he did so, he took just the head of their cock into his mouth, gaze darting over their expression to gauge how they felt.

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Kanata didn't elaborate, shrugging at the question. Explaining their own body was embarrassing and weird. So he could just see for himself how things worked. Deep down Kanata really wanted to possibly do something in the water as themselves with their boyfriends. But that probably be asking for too much. They were more effected by what Kaoru was doing with his mouth and their eyes widened in surprise. "Kaoru~? Are 'you' sure about that? I 'don't' want to 'push' past your comfort zones?" Yes they wanted it, very badly. Kaoru putting his mouth on them like that? With how he was about his sexuality they never even considered he'd go for something like that. It made their mind race with possibilities. They hadn't wanted something like this before but they certainly did now. Despite their words they gripped at his hair, staring at him with very poorly concealed desire.

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Alright, well. Kaoru had been able to ignore what he was doing until they asked, feeling their hand curl a little tighter into his hair. He felt color flush to his cheeks, a little flustered. He'd have said something, but with his mouth being full it was kind of hard. He wrapped his hand around the base, slowly letting it slip out of his mouth before offering them a sheepish grin. "Yeah~ I wanna make you feel good." His other hand pushed further into them, gently thrusting those two fingers. "I've just.. never. Y'know-" Had a dick in his mouth. "- that alright..?" Once he got an affirmative, he took them back into his mouth, sinking just a little further than the head. He could do this. He'd be fine.

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It was more than alright! It made a sense of possessiveness and happiness coil up inside of them. Because it was something Kaoru was going to experience the first time with them. Moaning out his name, they loosened their hold on his hair to be pet his head affectionately. "Just be 'careful'. It will be 'hard' for me to stay still if 'you' are gonna prep me 'too'. I dont wanna hurt 'you'!" They loved him! Hurting him was the last thing on their mind, ever. "You are 'doing' so good. The best~" the praised sweetly. No matter what he did they would be pleased and content with it. What they wanted was to sink into his mouth and use it freely. It was so warm and comfortable. That would be far too much for Kaoru's first time!! They would let him set the pace. "You can 'change' your mind anytime. If 'you' get uncomfortable thats 'okay'. I will understand and 'won't' be upset. You're mine so~ that's 'all' I need at the end of the 'day'"

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If he thought that them tugging his hair flustered him, his cheeks seemed to heat up even more once they patted his head and praised him. It shot a shiver up his spine, and he almost wanted to keep going if only to hear those sweet words again. Right, yeah. He hadn't mentioned the praise thing to Kanata? So he supposed they just got lucky or.. assumed. His gaze was soft as he looked up at them, looking away a little flustered as he sunk a little further onto their cock. It wasn't quite the feeling he was expecting, but he let himself slowly get used to it. He only had about half of it in, testing the waters as he swirled his tongue around the tip of their cock. His eyes flicked up again to judge how they were feeling, sinking down just a bit more until it just barely hit the back of his throat. He was quick to pull back a little bit, but did it once more, just to test the feeling and see if he could handle it.

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Kanata let out a pleased giggle as his cheeks flushed. They knew what they were doing by prasing him. Not that they had much room to talk with flushed they were themselves. He really was doing well for his first time, in their opinion. Maybe they were bias. It could be because they loved him that everything just felt so much better. "Boo~ don't look 'away' Kaoru. I wanna 'see' how you feel. So I can 'make' sure you're okay hhn" their words trail off into a whine suddenly and they tugged at his hair. "Oh... you're 'really' good" Kanata praised, their voice a bit breathless. Grabbing onto one of his pillows they hugged it close to their chest, biting down onto it. They refused to get worked up so quickly again!! He could spoil them but they were determined to hold out as long as possible.

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Kaoru wasn't quite the biggest fan of how their dick felt hitting the back of his throat, but it was.. tolerable. His gag reflex didn't seem to be acting up too much (at least, not yet) and he counted that as a blessing. The praise sent another shudder through him, and he couldn't hide the way his hips bucked into the sheets, and how worked up he was at something so stupidly simple. He tried to ignore that, gaze flicking up to look at Kanata once more. He pulled back off their dick a bit, before he took them back in just about halfway. He bobbed his head like that for a bit, experimenting with his tongue and how to make them feel good without having to take them all the way. His other hand shifted, pace a little slower than his head as he started to pump his fingers in and out of them, almost tauntingly slowly compared to the feeling on their dick. Yes, it was on purpose. He just wanted to hear them whine (and watch them, given how his eyes were trained on their expression).

@Kha'iel

He may not be a fan but Kanata certainly was. They'd like it if their dick went a little further down his throat but this was more than enough for them. The fact Kaoru was doing this at all was more than they ever thought they were gonna get. They'd repay him by giving him the same kindess back, Kanata would make sure to praise him constantly too since he seemed to liked it so much. They could understand that, praise always made them feel so soft and fuzzy. "A-ah.." moaning and unable to handle his constant gaze despite asking for him to look, they moved the pillow and buried their face against it. Whining loudly into the fabric. The slow pace was awful but they didn't want to ask him to move faster since he didn't want to be rushed. Wah! They almost preferred not to be prepared at all of it meant they could be spared from this teasing. Kanata didn't even wanna risk moving their hips in case they accidentally hurt Kaoru, so all they could do was lay back and be teas- sorry spoiled.

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Kaoru knew full well that he was messing with Kanata. Although he'd never really... done anything like this with anyone before Chiaki, he had a good enough imagination to think of the effects these things might have on them. Not to mention, he very much enjoyed all of Kanata's little reactions. Although he wasn't the biggest fan of it, he was curious, and he could deal with a little weirdness in favor of making Kanata feel good -- that was really what he wanted out of this. He wanted them to feel perfect. He wanted to hear them moan his name because he was making them feel good. If his mouth was free, he'd have grinned. The pace of his fingers picked up suddenly, and he was searching for that one spot. He pressed around a bit, and as soon as Kanata gave any indication that he'd found it, he'd harshly thrust into it. And as soon as he did so? He'd take them fully into his throat, eyes scanning over them to watch them squirm.

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