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Shinkai Kanata BOT 5/17/2022 1:59 AM
Lost to the world as they slept, Kanata stood transfixed on the ocean laying before them. Even in dream's the ocean brought them the most comfort. Everyone was turning their back on them these days, and they didn't understand why. These days it was harder to grant wishes and the power they had as a god was failing. It had to be temporary!! They were a 'good' child and a responsible god. What purpose did they have if they could not fulfill the duties they were born to do? Would they be cast aside and killed for a new and better god to be born? How... misservable... miserable?? Was that the feeling? They probably would have spent hours pondering over the word and emotion had they not felt something warm and soft brush against them, gently pulling them out of troublesome thoughts and into the land of the living. Blinking slowly at the sight before them, they were rather puzzle at what they were looking at. Which was Kaoru's smiling face (he could smile?? Not just silly smug/cocky grins?) And a tray of pancakes in front of them. This room was unfamiliar to them. It was clearly not their household as Kaoru would never be allowed in to their private quarters. Sitting up slowly, they rested back against the bed frame as they attempted to make sense of things. This weird Kaoru look alike wasn't making anything better either. Because Kaoru never looked at them like that. Where was the slight twinge of annoyance at being close to them? He was allergic to men you know!! A very serious condition. Not that they were a man, but they had to be close enough for his allergies to eat up every now and then. "Who 'are' you? Are 'you' Kaoru? Or is this 'another' dream? It has 'to' be otherwise I am 'lost'." Their words were slow and soft. Completely mellow overall despite their confusion.
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Kaoru Hakaze ☾ BOT 6/11/2022 8:41 PM
Waking Kanata up with pancakes was not something he did every day, but he did it often enough that it had sort of become ingrained in his weekly routine. He usually tried to do it on the weekends where they were both free, those days where they had enough time to lay with one another and just soak in each other's presence. Of course, he'd have woken up Chiaki too but... well, the hero had a lot more energy in him than Kaoru could muster at six in the morning, and so getting him to stay in bed was a lost cause from the start. So, instead, he'd save him a pancake or two and wait for him to come back (he didn't like sweets much though, so sometimes Kaoru would make crepes and fill them with something savory for him -- this morning, however, he'd saved him some pancakes and fruit). He'd prepared a little plate for Kanata (begrudgingly giving them a little saucer of soy sauce) with fruit and pancakes to their liking, and he'd brought it to them. He woke them with a soft kiss on the forehead, and adjusted the blankets and pillows so they could sit up a little more comfortably. However, he didn't get the usual response he'd get from them. The sudden shift made him knit his brows together, trying to figure out what might have caused their confusion. Kaoru laughed a little awkwardly, reaching up to place a gentle hand against their forehead and feel their temperature to make sure they weren't burning up -- nope. No fever, nothing that might indicate they had fallen ill. Huh? "Kanata-" No honorific, obviously, he was close enough to them. "Don't be silly~ Did you have a bad dream? I always bring you breakfast on the Saturdays we have off." His smile was gentle, not wanting to overwhelm them if they did have a bad dream. "C'mon, you can eat your pancakes and tell me about it if it was bad. You alright...?"
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soft screaming 6/11/2022 8:41 PM
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Shinkai Kanata BOT 6/12/2022 11:44 PM
"I think I 'did'..." Were they dreaming now? It felt like they were, with how gentle Kaoru's smile was. Saturdays when they had off? Of what? School? Sitting up slowly, they peered around the room before looking down at the pancakes. Mhm.. yea they didn't recognize this place at all. There were other beds in the room too. Was it a hotel room? Like a school trip? The pancakes looked good! And apparently Kaoru made them just for them so they had to eat it. Like an offering of sort! "Thank 'you' for the food. I 'don't' know what I 'dreamed' about. But I was 'all' alone. I don't 'want' to be replaced..." Perhaps dream Kaoru had some advice for them. He was really helpful in the real world so it was worth a shot. "It be 'nice' if you called me Kanata 'all' the time. I like it. It 'makes' my chest feel warm."
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Kaoru Hakaze ☾ BOT 6/13/2022 11:51 AM
Kanata's voice was a lot softer than normal. Not that he minded, he loved listening to them speak no matter what, but it was... odd. He tried not to think too hard about it, just nodding along as they talked about their dream. Replaced, huh? That was.. an odd choice for a word, but he wouldn't fuss about it. Dreams were weird, and they couldn't control that. Kaoru just chuckled, leaning forward to place a soft kiss on their forehead. "You won't be replaced, Kanata~" He mumbled, shaking his head. However, their next words were a clear indication that something was wrong. He pulled back, tilting his head just slightly and furrowing his brows as he tried to make heads or tails of the statement. "I've called you Kanata for like half a year now?" He asked, sitting back a little bit. "I dropped the -kun when we started dating, silly~"
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soft screaming 6/13/2022 11:51 AM
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Shinkai Kanata BOT 6/25/2022 5:19 PM
hey gave him the most confused look when he leaned in and invaded their personal space, lifting a hand to touch where he had pressed his lips against them. What was that for? Kanata really had no idea what he was talking about. Dreams hardly made sense so that must be why. Plopping back against the pillows, they seemingly lost interest in eating the pancakes, staring blankly up at the ceiling. Half a year? That was untrue. Kaoru only ever called them by their last name, and they certainly weren’t dating him, God didn't have a use for connections like that. “Oh. That’s ‘nice’.” What was the timeline of this dream? How old were they supposed to be here? It wasn’t a surprise that Kaoru was here as it was natural to want to have those close to you still by your side years later. Wait, they patted their chest. Okay good just making sure. They were still not a girl so even if they could date, he would still be uninterested in them. “Why are ‘you’ dating me, if I’m not a ‘girl? Are your allergies better ‘now’?”
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Kaoru Hakaze ☾ BOT 7/4/2022 4:16 PM
Although Kaoru had already had his suspicions before, that question seemed to solidify things. He was quick to force his mind to focus, trying to figure out just what had happened. He was stupid for not seeing it right away. The way they were talking was different, and they seemed confused. He was dumb. He shouldn't have just chalked it up to a really shitty dream. His brows furrowed in confusion, and he bit the inside of his cheek. Chiaki would be back... hopefully soon, so he had to try and pull himself together so he could explain it to him (if he even knew how). "Yeah, yeah... Allergies all gone." God, he'd forgotten about that stupid little comment, made all that time ago. He can't believe they ever actually believed that. "Kanata..." He trailed off, "How old are you -- or, how old do you think you are?" Memory loss seemed to be the answer, right? The same thing had happened to him a few times.
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soft screaming 7/4/2022 4:16 PM
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Shinkai Kanata BOT 8/16/2022 2:24 AM
"thats good. Gods don't 'have' allergies but I'm happy you 'are' cured. Did you wish 'it' away?" That was an odd question? How old did they think they are? What age would they be, besides the one they were? Ah unless this was a question related to being a god? As really a god shouldn't have an age. Hmmm... "I am 16. I do not 'think' am this am. I know I 'am'." Carefully moving the tray off of them, Kanata got out of bed. It was too dry and they were uncomfortable. They should get home soon too. Their household would be worried about them. "I want to 'puka puka'. Oh. I should get 'dressed' first. Where are my 'clothes'." They tug lightly at the shirt they had on. It was comfy but they wanted to wear their own things.
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