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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/19/2025 3:21 PM
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/19/2025 3:56 PM
Losing your home was something unfamiliar to many. It was something out of the realm of thought of most people, an idea that they didn't even want to consider in the fear that it may happen to them. Yet, in this universe, it was an unfortunately common part of life as well. As many as stayed as far away from the concept, were forced to deal with that pain day by day. Kakavasha, unfortunately, was one of the latter. It'd been almost two years since he'd spoken with his soulmate, due to the even more horrifying concept that had fallen upon him: being the lone survivor at the ripe age of 10. He spent two years shuffled between different hands, in far too many "situations" and "jobs" for him to count. And it wasn't until he landed in the IPC's hands at 12 that he was finally free from the chaos of it all. His soulmate was the first thought on his mind, but whatever pill that had been forced down his throat made everything feel really fuzzy. He was given a letter, dressed neatly in a too-big sweater and shorts over a button up, and sat in front of some.. apartment door. He was told to wait nicely, and that a nice man would come get him soon. The employee knocked on the door, before turning and leaving Vasha alone.
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The letter was long-winded, but in short: Doctor Veritas Ratio Your cooperation is appreciated. The IPC has chosen to ask for your debt to be repaid. The repayment period of this debt is variable, as communications between us confirm. However, as this is a matter of emergent concern, we will not await a response. The IPC would like to ask for your assistance in matters of scientific experimentation. The child at your doorstep is the last of his kind. His continued survival is not recommended, however, we find that his death would cause more harm than help. We are asking for your insistence in ensuring that he does not grow further than this. His mind should remain the same, as he has further use within the corporation. He will be eliminated if this is not completed within the year. We are officially placing Subject 022119 in your care legally. It may interest you, as well, to know that this child knew nothing but your name and your degrees. We have calculated him to be your "soulmate." Interastral Peace Corporation Humanitarian and Legal Aid Department
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 8:57 AM
Ratio didn't expect to open his door to a child today, but that seemed to be how his day was going. It had been a couple of years since he'd spoken to his far too young soulmate, and he had grown... quite worried about the kid. He... tried not to poke too much. Having a grown man writing to a child may be a little odd. "Good... afternoon.." He held his hand out and knelt down to the kid's height, tilting his head as he examined the boy. A Sigonian?? Here? "Is this letter for me?"
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 9:07 AM
Aventurine seemed to be wide awake, albeit silent until he was spoken to. His gaze snapped up to meet the man's, finding him oddly... interesting? He chose not to say anything about that, just tilting his head a bit as he was observed. It could have been a staring contest, had either of them been in a more lighthearted mindset. Aventurine looked down at the letter in his hands, neatly addressed, before sticking it out to him. "Doctor Ratio? Yes, they said you would come get me. I'm Aventurine." A new name felt odd in his mouth, but he was just following what he'd been instructed. "Well. They called me Aventurine."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 9:21 AM
Ratio quickly skimmed over the letter, and Aventurine could see easily that his pupils went wide as he came to the end of the letter. No, it couldn't be. "A pleasure to meet you Aventurine. It seems you'll be with me for the forseeable future." He stood up and held the door open. "You're welcome to see me as friend, family, whatever you would like." Hm. This was going to be interesting.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 9:45 AM
Aventurine nodded, using the door frame to push himself to his feet. He brushed off his shorts, as if there was something on them, before shifting a bit while standing, just to get comfortable. The shorts fell to his mid thigh, and that sweater came a couple of inches above it. He looked well put together for someone dropped on his doorstep, but the IPC's reputation, of course, made that unsurprising. "Are you gonna change my name too? The uh.. people said my other name was 'dangerous.'" He asked, mostly out of curiosity. He stepped through the doorframe quickly, peeking around as soon as he was inside. "Do you have a pen?" He held up his arm, as if that would explain the question, "'s been quiet."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 9:51 AM
He gets to see his soulmate like this forever? This is heaven. "No, I won't be changing your name again. You're welcome to use whatever name you would like inside our home." Shutting the door and locking it behind him, he glanced over the letter again. Soulmates, huh?... He's just a kid. "Oh, yes. I'm sure your soulmate misses you." He untucked the nice pen from behind his ear, holding it out to the kid. "Keep it, just don't lose it."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 10:32 AM
"Oh! Okay..." He trailed off, considering the effects of using his proper name. He doubted that anyone knew what it meant, but something in his heart told him to keep it close. "Okay! I'll keep Aventurine... feels weird, though. I dunno. Maybe you can call me somethin' else?" He really did have to think about it, lighting up at the pen. He took it, gripping it in his hand as if he'd lose it otherwise. "Mhm! I'll keep it safe!" He was quick to roll up his sleeve, shaky handwriting as he hadn't written properly in quite some time. veri? hello? "Where do.. ya want me to go?" The way they talked about this, they'd implied he'd be in a far more restrictive environment. "Is there a.. testing room or...?" He looked up at him, eyes wide with confusion.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 10:39 AM
Ratio paused and looked down at the way he immediately went to write to his soulmate. It's me. He would have to wait until he was alone to reply. He shook his head again as he grabbed a pen from his pocket, twirling it in his hands. "They didn't give you anything else? Just the letter and the clothes you're wearing?" Pausing, he made a note to go and get things for Vasha later. "No, you can follow me. Luckily i have a seperate bedroom for you" 'Seperate bedroom' he says. Ratio you live in a gigantic penthouse style apartment because of your pay rate, you've got at least four. "Is there anything you'd like me to get for you?"
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 11:48 AM
Kakavasha nodded, pen gripped tightly in his fist. He didn't want to disappoint Ratio, not on their first meeting. Not when this man was, in essence, responsible for his current fate. "No.. Just the clothes they gave me. They said nothing was sav.. savage? savageable" He landed on the (wrong) word after a few moments, tongue tying just a little bit. "Said they'd be sending... funds? For my care 'n' the experiment stuff they wanna do." He nodded, seeming pretty calm about the whole ordeal. He was still a little shell-shocked, frankly. So his emotions weren't working as well. "Something sweet? My sister used to give me chocolates at night..." He trailed off, not bothering to elaborate. "'s okay if you can't."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 11:55 AM
Ratio led the boy to the closest spare bedroom to his own, kneeling down and offering a hand to ruffle his hair or hold his face. Oh this kid was getting spoiled. "Let me see what I can do. Go ahead and get comfy in your bedroom and take a bit to settle in." He almost couldn't bear to think about experimenting on his soulmate, but it would keep him alive. "Let me know if there's anything you'd like for your room, we can go out clothes shopping for you another day."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 12:15 PM
Kakavasha peeked into the room cautiously, not wanting to overstep already. He'd just gotten here, so he was a bit scared of doing anything "out of line". Even if Ratio seemed pretty nice. He stepped into the room slowly, fiddling with the hem of his sweater as he carefully looked around. "So big..." He whispered, eyes going wide as he stood just past the doorway. The room was bigger than anything he'd had to himself before... Was he sure? "What's for me..? What can I touch? Is half yours...?" He looked a little scared, in all honesty, tears welling in the corners of his eyes, fingers curling to grip tightly to the hem of his sweater. "I.. don't need anything? Just a blanket..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 12:18 PM
Ratio chuckled softly, gently ruffling Vasha's fluffy hair. "This room is yours, all yours. I've got my own room, Aventurine." He watched over the way Aventurine looked over the room. This must be more than he could imagine. "I'm not sure where the IPC was keeping you, but you're safe here. I know what I'm doing and I'm not keen on allowing them to do too much to you outside of my control."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 12:26 PM
He had no issue letting his hair be ruffled, as it settled back to its normal fluffy self around his head. He seemed to have been trying to style it, but it was a little too short to do much but swipe it out of his face a bit. "All.. mine?" He tilted his head in confusion, nodding slowly. It didn't make much sense to him, but he wasn't keen on arguing with authority at the moment. "It's so big... are you sure? It's okay if it's too expensive to keep me here instead of somewhere smaller..." Oh, he has self worth issues. How lovely. "They just had me in a normal room... It had a bed in it." He explained, "You're Doctor Ratio, right? They said you'd probably be poking me with things right away.."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 12:45 PM
"Nonsense, I live here. I can do whatever I please in my apartment. You're living here too, so I'm giving you a nice bedroom." He shrugged, looking down at the kid while he yapped, trying to get himself settled. "That's me yes." "Yes, you can call me Doctor, Ratio, Doc, whatever you'd like." As he turned to leave, he looked down at Vasha. "I wont be doing anything like that today. You just got here. You need to get comfortable. I'll be right back" He... attempted, to flash a kind smile. Hopefully it didnt come off wrong.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 2:18 PM
Kakavasha nodded along to the words he was saying, attempting to take everything in. It was all a little dizzying, and he hated to admit it, but he was really struggling to keep himself together here. "Doctor Ratio.. Got it." He nodded, flashing the older man a shaky smile. He wasn't quite sure how to feel, nor how much he'd be a slave versus getting to live, and that was probably more terrifying. "Promise I can touch things?" Weakly, he held out a pinky, an offer for this little truth. He needed clarity and needed confirmation. Once Ratio left, he'd carefully take off his shoes by the door and climb into the bed. He'd curl up, holding a pillow tight to his chest as he tried to keep himself steady. He was confused, and tired, and incredibly sad.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 2:25 PM
Vasha- You're okay, thank god Within 5ish minutes, there was a knock on Kakavasha's door. "Aventurine?" He paused, looking down at the small bowl of chocolate and candy he had pulled together from his kitchen. He hoped this would help put Vasha at ease. "I brought those sweets you wanted? I wanted to check on you and see how you were doing."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 2:28 PM
Kakavasha nearly cried out of relief at the feeling of writing against his skin, and he quickly yanked up his sleeve to look at it. That familiar script appeared before his eyes, and he managed a proper small smile at it. m okay. a little confused and scared? i don't really know where i am? He sat up quickly at the knock on his door, eyes immediately wide again as his gaze snapped over to the door. "Hi?" He wasn't sure what he was meant to do, should he invite him in, or...? "'M okay, I think? I'm in bed..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 2:34 PM
Thats ok. I'm just glad that you're safe. "Is it okay if i come in?" He was trying incredibly hard to stop himself from so purely yearning in front of his soulmate. Vasha has no idea that Ratio is the Veri hes known for so long, he can't just expose that to the kid. He really had missed his soulmate.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 3:04 PM
i think i'm safe, yeah! they put me with some doctor guy? he seems nice but the uh. ibc scares me a little. they're who helped me. "Uh- Yeah! Come in?" He seemed a little confused, but he's got the spirit at least! He forced himself to sit up a little more in bed, adjusting so he was sitting cross legged in his little pile of blanket and pillow. "Bed works! Can confirm." He giggled as Ratio stepped in, trying to keep his mind off of... everything.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 3:06 PM
Oh, oh he was cute. The way he giggled and sat up as Ratio entered the room made him grin. "I brought those sweets you wanted." Walking over to the bed, he carefully set the sweets down before looking towards the edge of the bed. "Is it alright if I sit with you?" It was hard not to adore him.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 4:01 PM
Kakavasha leaned over, cautiously looking over the bowl of sweets. His brows furrowed as he scanned over it, trying to decipher some of the words on the little wrappers and candies. He reached out, almost overly cautious as he picked out a singular piece of chocolate, letting it roll over in the palm of his hands. "Hm...? Yeah, you can sit..." He seemed to be focused on the candy, picking it up and holding it up to the light, "What are these...? Never had this kind..." His expression was soft despite it all, not seeming to be suspicious of Ratio, just genuinely curious.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 8:05 PM
Ratio sat on the couch beside him, picking up a similar candy. "I'm not sure- it's just what I had around the kitchen. These are like... caramel filled chocolates? I dont remember the brand, I bought a big bag a bit ago." Stop yapping so much Ratio, you're gking to overwhelm the kid.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 8:18 PM
Aventurine turned it over in his hands, cautiously pinching it and bringing it up to his nose before... biting it in half. He made a face, fishing the piece of foil out of his mouth. To his credit, he unwrapped the rest of the piece before sticking it in his mouth. He paused, letting it melt on his tongue. That seemed to relax him a bit, stiff muscles loosening just a little. "Thank you." He offered a smile after finishing the chocolate, hands politely in his lap. He was. A little under socialized.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 8:24 PM
Ratio chuckled softly as he put the foil into his mouth and tugged it back out. He really was cute. After Aventurine finished the chocolate, he wrapped an arm around the kid, pulling him into a warm, safe hug. He would never let someone hurt him again.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 8:27 PM
Kakavasha stiffened as he was pulled into Ratio's arms, stifling the small noise of surprise that threatened to escape him. He was silent for a moment, before squirming a little. Cautiously, he seemed to relax, putting his arms around Ratio once he was sure that it wasn't a trick or some way of subduing him. "Thank. You?" He sounded a bit confused, but still leaned into him, hair growing just a bit staticky against the fabric of his wool vest. "You're really warm... And nice."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 9:17 PM
Veritas paused, his right hand moving to hold his head, pulling him even closer together. This was all so surreal, having his soulmate delivered to him like this. "You are more than welcome. I hope this becomes a safe place for you."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 9:28 PM
He pressed his cheek into the fabric at his chest, comfortably nuzzling into him once it was all reciprocated. That confirmed, at least in his mind, that he truly didn't intend to harm him. At least not now. "You.. know about me? I feel like.. I should know more about you?" He carefully pulled himself away, adjusting his collar and his sleeves.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 9:39 PM
Looking down at the child, he shook his head. "Really, I don't know that much." He paused, brushing off the sweater vest and button up shirt before continuing. "Just your name, the general gist of what's going on. You're welcome to tell me anything else, and I'm happy to answer any questions."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 9:42 PM
"My name is... K- Advent.. Aventurine." He nodded, pulling out a little rock from his pocket. "They told me it was the same name as this rock. They said it was important to remember. That I'd get... a better rock if I acted good?" He tilted his head, as if he was asking Ratio to explain that a little further. "Your name's Ratio. Do you have more names? What are you a doctor in? Knees, or hearts, or brains?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/23/2025 9:57 PM
Ratio paused as he took out the rock. This kid is going to be a Stoneheart? "It means that you'll get a really good job and be really strong if you behave well." Knees or hearts or brains, huh?... "My full name is Veritas Ratio, and I have 8 degrees. I enjoy Chemistry, Physics, Architecture, and many other disciplines where math and science intertwine."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/23/2025 10:02 PM
Aventurine nodded, seemingly content with that answer. He turned the stone over in his hands, just playing with it to keep himself busy. "Veri..tas Ratio.." He nodded, feeling a little better knowing his full name. "What are the eight degrees?" He shifted a little bit, leaning forward with his hands on his ankles, curious as to what his answer would be. "I don't even have one degrees..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/29/2025 5:58 PM
Ratio couldn't help but chuckle, ruffling the kid's hair. He didn't even have one degrees... "....Chemistry, Physics, Architecture, Engineering... another two... and then Archaeology and a doctorate in Curatorial Sciences." He... shrugged. Looking up at this kid.... he didn't know how to tell his soulmate that he'd be in his 50's by the time he would technically legally be able to be affectionate. Dammit Ratio, why couldn't you keep it in your pants and not be attracted to the shota who was destined to be his beloved while he was Still a MINOR????
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/29/2025 6:08 PM
Aventurine reached up to fix a loose strand or two of hair, scrunching his nose a little as he settled back. That... sounded like a lot of work. "Wow..." He scanned over those in his head. He wondered which of those he'd have to be an experiment for? Chemistry? The thought worried him a little. ...How much had the IPC bought his "safety" for? He was Avgin, after all. No, but Ratio had seemed kind. "That must have taken a while, right?" His eyes were still on the stone in his hand, and he seemed to be more focused on controlling the lisp. "...What did they ask you to do to me? Why me? And why you? They said you'd explain it all." Well, he wasn't a coward at least.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/29/2025 6:30 PM
Ratio adjusted how he was sitting, attempting to make himself feel more friendly. He didn't want to make his soulmate feel scared after all. "Well, you managed to live, but it's dangerous if anyone finds out that you're responsible for your actions, so you cannot look any older" Pausing, Ratio couldn't help but look around the room, wondering what all of Aventurines will be around the room eventually. "They want me to make sure you stay looking this age forever, because of it. Normally I believe they would have gone to the Genius Society about it, but a) they're impossible to reach, b) the Guild is part of the IPC, unfortunately. Nous has not smiled upon me, so the Guild was my only option. And c) I owe the IPC a debt for allowing me to leave my homeland." The doctor seemed... hesitsnt.... was he nervous about talking about his home?..
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/29/2025 6:59 PM
"Hey-!" Ah, there was that tone typical of a teenager. He spoke defensively, almost a little louder than he'd expected, quickly shrinking back into himself as if worried he'd he scolded for speaking out of turn. After a beat of silence, he was able to breathe again, opening his mouth to speak. "I'm not guilty of anything! They just scooped me out of the hands of th' guys who bought me." Hearing the man in front of him talk a little more did relax him, though, and he seemed to grow a little less tense. Okay, so the man trusted him enough to tell him all this. But... why? "Why do you-" He paused, thinking it over. Eh, what was the worst that could happen, "- trust me enough to tell me this?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/29/2025 7:04 PM
He paused, looking down at the kid's as he piped up. "I know. You aren't. And I know that. Everyone knows that." "It's because of what you are." Waiting as the kid continued to listen to him talk, he wasn't going to.... Outcast the kid, or make him uncomfortable with info "Because they tasked me to keep you alive. You're a person just like me. You deserve to know about your situation."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/29/2025 7:07 PM
Kakavasha nodded along, slowly trying to come to terms with that. It was a bit difficult, after all -- he'd divulged a lot if private information, but he was 13, so it also made some sense. He didn't really get it, though. "I'm the only one of my kind anyway. What do they even think I can do? I'm not exactly strong." He looked up at him for a brief moment before focusing on his hands again. "How long do you have me for?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/29/2025 7:11 PM
Watching those pretty pink eyes glance up at him and back to his hands, he crumbled. He was so in love with his soulmate already.... "From what I can tell? As long as I succeed, I get to have you forever, Aventurine." He almost looked forward to being alone so he could get Aventurine's true opinions, even though it made him feel gross and guilty "I hope that is okay with you."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/29/2025 7:16 PM
Oh, forever was a long time. If he had to look like this forever, would he ever be old enough to live on his own? Would Ratio ever let him? What was the end goal here? He thought about it for a moment, chewing on the inside of his lip. "Mister-" He paused, "Doctor Ratio... You seem really nice. I guess this'll be something to get used to." He didn't know if he wanted to be here. He was incredibly conflicted. A need for autonomy tugged at his chest, but the idea of being safe was just as strong. "Thank you for helping me get settled. Can I have some alone time? I've been in rooms with people for weeks..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/29/2025 7:27 PM
Waving his hand, Veri stood faster than Vasha was sure he'd seen. "Of course! Of course." "Whatever you'd like, I understand." "I'm an introvert. Sometimes you just need to be alone." Quietly, the older man moved to the door, standing in the frame. "Let me know if there's anything you need. I don't.. know if you have a phone, but my number is on your bedside table, and you can come wake me up anytime.". And with that, he disappeared, heading off to his room.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/29/2025 7:38 PM
Kakavasha was grateful as he quickly stood up, waiting until the door had clicked shut before he fully relaxed. He unwrapped another piece of chocolate, popping it in his mouth. He grabbed his pen, quickly pushing up his sleeve, checking for a reply from Veri. Hm, oddly familiar.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/29/2025 7:46 PM
I know them. They're scary but they're going to help Is he nice? Ratio was curled up in his own bed, taking the day to relax now that his Vasha was in his arms again. It wasn't a bad thing to enjoy not having either perception of yourself tainted, right?
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/29/2025 7:49 PM
he trusts me? Perhaps the biggest thing he was confused about. Much of the IPC had been kind, sure, but it was hollow. This was different, it almost felt odd. He wasn't sure if he liked it. i dunno. he said a lot of stuff and things are weird. i'm still learning a lot. i'm tired, though... i haven't slept in a couple of days because i've been moved around.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/29/2025 7:54 PM
Do you feel safe enough to rest? Ratio was glad he understood that Ratio trusted him. He didn't want him to think he was going to be treated poorly or like he was dumb. I'll always be here, Vasha. I know I'm. Old. We both know that. But I'm glad you're safe. Please come to me if you need anything?
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/29/2025 7:57 PM
old man :p That was enough to make Kakavasha giggle a bit, quickly pushing himself to his feet to shut off any lights. He'd curl up in his bed, hugging the blanket to his chest. He grabbed for the pen again. of course. it's been weird. maybe we'll be closer soon? you know the ibc so. okay, don't mind his. lack of knowledge.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/29/2025 8:01 PM
IPC, but yes. I hope you will be. As strange as it may feel to you, I am very excited to finally meet you. He was planning on reading a little bit before going to bed. Plus, it would give him time to write. Do be nice to the man you're staying with.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/29/2025 8:03 PM
i'm always nice! my mom didn't raise an asshole !!!! he seems a little uh. oh what's the word. like. he would be bullied in a bad romance? He paused, realizing that might sound a little rude before crossing it out. he's nice just kind of nerdy
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/29/2025 8:06 PM
He paused for a minute. He thought ratio was bullyable?? Ratio agreed, but still. Nerdy is good, maybe he can help you with your school work instead of me. Wait no. Veri wanted Vasha to credit him for the help. but then you wouldn't get your soulmate's help!
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/29/2025 8:10 PM
i like when you help me! He smiled, glad the two were finally able to speak again. he's like uber smart. he has a tonn of degrees. he's like. old enough to be my dad. hmm maybe i'll ask him for help with anything you can't help with? but i don't think that'd be anything.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/29/2025 8:16 PM
Well, I have a lot of degrees too, and I'm also probably old enough to be your dad I'd say those are pretty good qualities to have in a person?. i guarantee i know more than him!
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 7:44 AM
Vasha did giggle at the defensiveness, enjoying seeing Veri acting a little more relaxed with him. It must have been the fact that he was now older, but no matter the case, it was nice. maybe he has more degrees than you? He teased. i don't even know if i'll be going to school anymore?
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 7:46 AM
Doubtful. I take pride in my degrees. I don't know either. But if he's anything like me, he'll probably teach you everything himself if you don't.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 7:47 AM
omg he doesn't want to be beat out in degrees per second... Acting a little dumb helped him relax, even if he was in a strange place. He felt a bit thirsty, sitting up and looking around. Was he even allowed to leave? that makes sense... i dunno what i'm allowed to do here.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 7:59 AM
Did he. Tell you anything specific you weren't allowed to do? Ratio paused, thinking about the fact that his Vasha was just a room over. You were so close to having him to yourself. I'm sure he just wants you to have a nice life while you live there?
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 8:18 AM
no, he just gave me sweets and talked to me and told me about his eight degrees. Okay, maybe that was a little bit silly of a way of explaining it. But, he'd been through a lot in the past few days, he was allowed to be a little silly. i guess that makes sense. i still don't know why i'm here :(
8:18 AM
like i know why but not like *why*.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 8:28 AM
Did he always come off as this unsure of himself? Did he sound like he wasnt sure how to talk about things??? Sounds like he's nervous to make a good impression on you. Hm, what do you mean? I assume he explained it to you
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 8:30 AM
well. the ibc did just drop me at his door. so i get it. He glanced up at the door, was there a bathroom? Oh, maybe he should have asked before Ratio had disappeared... he explained it, but it's still confusing. i know why everything's happening but. i don't know why me. or why they helped me or anything. m still figuring out what happened to home.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 8:37 AM
It. Must be tough. No bathroom inside the bedroom no, but it was just across the hall. I wish there was more i could do to help you figure out what's going on.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 8:39 AM
you're not here though :( no one would tell me the specifics. so i'm going based off of my memories... Cautiously, he pushed himself to his feet. He padded over to the door, testing the knob to see if it was unlocked before slowly pulling it open. m thirsty but i don't know if i'm allowed water.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 8:43 AM
He heard the door creaking. That must be Vasha going to the bathroom or the kitchen. He'd check up on the kid later. That makes sense, memories are hard to sift through. Allowed. Water? Of course he was. I'd be shocked if he didn't allow you water.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 8:45 AM
i had to ask for everything with the ibc. even to get out of bed. In their defense, he could have been dangerous. Not that he was going to do anything, he was a bit weak. you think it's okay if i go get water? He was standing in the door of the room, hesitating.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 9:23 AM
I think you'll be perfectly fine. If he's anything like me he's probably curled up reading a book and writing with his soulmate. Unless he lives with someone?
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 9:35 AM
i think it's just him? he didn't mention having a wife or anything. he seems kinda gay anyway so? what book are you reading?
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 9:37 AM
Some fantasy thing. A coworker recommended it to me. Frankly, I don't see the point in it. Well. At least it was obvious he was gay? Probably writing then, I'm sure.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 9:39 AM
Of course it was obvious. Look at you. okay, so it's safe to go get water? Cautiously, he took a step out of the room. Maybe he should ask, to be safe? maybe i'll ask him for help? i'm scared of doing something wrong and this is a really nice place... why don't you like the book?
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 9:43 AM
Ask him if it would make you feel better, but I'm sure he really doesn't care. It's some sappy fantasy romance. Not my thing. I'm only reading it so I'm not getting bothered about being a square.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 9:54 AM
is the writing good, at least? Aventurine creeped over to what he assumed was Ratio's door, raising his hand to knock quietly three times on the flat wood of the door. "Hello? Ratio?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 9:56 AM
It's mediocre, frankly. "Yes, you can come in." Ratio. You can't just let him in while you're writing with him?????
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 9:58 AM
Come in...? Aventurine paused, hesitating. "Come in...?" He repeated, a little unsure, "I just wanted to ask if I was allowed to get water...? I don't know where anything is either..." He trailed off, obviously more than a little nervous. hold on. knocking. :o
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 10:06 AM
He set the pen down, going to open the door. He'd gotten dressed in a deep blue set of pj's. He looked a lot less intimidating when he was disheveled from curling up in bed."You're welcome to get water, the bathroom is across the hall from your room." Cracking the door open, he observed the kid. Cute. "Is there anything you're looking for in particular? Aside from the bathroom, of course."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 10:08 AM
Kakavasha looked a little disheveled himself, but he still was dressed in the clothing they'd put him in earlier. He'd been in them for a couple of days now... Maybe Ratio would help with that. "Uh... A cup, maybe?" He asked, fiddling with the hem of his sweater. "Sorry... I don't want to touch anything I'm not allowed to." He was a little nervous, but mostly handled himself well. It seemed he was just a little overly cautious. "You don't have any clothes for me, right?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 10:15 AM
"I'll show you where they are, give me just a moment" Clothes... he didn't have anything Vashas size... but he could still lend something. Grabbing another one of his pj sets (it would drown the kid, but he could probably get away with just the shirt, to be honest) he came back to the door. "Itll be a bit big, but you're welcome to wear this tonight until we can get some better fitting clothes."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 10:33 AM
Kakavasha brightened just a bit, reaching out to pull the clothing set into his hands. He held it close to his chest, enjoying the feeling of the soft fabric. He'd never held anything quite as soft. He nodded quickly, rushing out a quick "thank you!". "I'm- Going to.. change?" He scurried away to the bathroom to quickly get changed, letting the door quietly lock behind him. okay you were right it was okay i have clothes that aren't dirty!
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 11:16 AM
.....".....Cute..." He went to go and grab a cup for Vasha, gently looking it over. What would he even want? Good, I'm glad you've got something more comfortable to wear. Maybe he'll wash your old clothes?
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 12:00 PM
hopefully! the ibc only sent me in with the clothes they dressed me in. Kakavasha changed quickly. The pants turned out to be a little more difficult to get on, especially given his small stature. He did, in fact, drown in the shirt, but he didn't seem to mind. He wrestled with the pants for a bit, dealing with them continuing to fall. He managed to tie them up, but it didn't do much for him. Still, he'd let it be. these pajamas are comfy, though. i've never worn anything this soft. He stepped outside of the bathroom, slowly and cautiously. "Hello...?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 12:09 PM
"I'm in the kitchen, why don't you come in here?" at least you have something comfortable! Veri had a couple of cups out, and was rummaging through the fridge. What was he up to? You feeling better since he seems nice?
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 12:23 PM
a little. it's still scary, though. what if he's faking it? The sound of his voice snapped his attention up, and he hesitated before following him to the kitchen. He stood in the doorway, a bit nervously. "Hi? Sorry, I don't want to do anything wrong...?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 12:25 PM
Im sure he means it. He turned to Vasha, his eyes locking with the Avgin's. He'd get used to seeing that sweet face. "You said you were thirsty, do you want water or something else? Something to snack on?"
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 12:29 PM
Slowly, he nodded, seemingly relieved as it didn't seem he'd be scolded for existing. Those pants definitely didn't want to stay up, but he seemed fine to keep adjusting them. "Water is fine...? What other options are there?" He asked, tilting his head just a bit in confusion. He'd have to check his arm in a little bit, he didn't want Ratio to see anything personal. "It's past time for a snack, isn't it time to sleep?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 8:19 PM
"I have water... milk... juice.... most simple drinks." Chuckling as he ruffled the boy's hair, he knelt down, his glasses sliding down his nose ever so slightly. Just enough to go crooked on the bridge of his nose. "You look like you're drowning in those pants. Let me tie them for you." "Well, yes. But you are also in a completely new place that you don't know, so I think you can have a snack. What would you like?"
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 10:00 PM
Aventurine's nose scrunched up as his hair was ruffled again. Without thinking, he reached up, pushing Ratio's glasses up his nose. "Hm... What kind of juice?" He asked, messing with the hem of the shirt. He tugged it up so Ratio could help. He had the pants yanked up as high as possible, the pair sitting up on his ribs and tied very messily into a little bow. He'd probably be better without them, honestly. "Just juice is okay! Food is always so 'xpensive... I don't want to take too much."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 10:53 PM
Ratio blinked for a moment as he processed that Vasha had fixed his glasses. "Thank you, Aventurine." The chuckle that slipped past his lips when Vasha lifted the shirt wasn't meant to be mean or condescending, he was just so cute! "Here, let me tie this. We have apple.. orange.. cranberry.. grape..." Ratio quickly tied up the pants, wrapping the string around Vashas waist before looking at it again. "Well. This should hold it. You're welcome to not wear the pants if they get too annoying. Are you sure you don't want something to eat? It's really no harm."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 11:01 PM
Kakavasha's cheeks flushed with color at the little laugh that escaped from Ratio, and he fought to keep himself from growing embarrassed. He was used to being poked and prodded at, so he'd just take this as no different. He dropped the shirt as soon as Ratio finished, shifting a bit. They weren't the most comfortable, and still seemed to be having a tough time staying up on him. "Hmm... I've only had two of those... What's a cranberry juice?" He tilted his head, still messing with the string on the pants. "I don't know what I'd even snack on... I'm okay...! I probably won't keep the pants on though..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 11:08 PM
Ratio stands up as he watched the kid fidget with everything on the clothes he could get his hands on. What a cute kid. "Let me show you, here, see? It's this red juice." losing the pants means easier access! shut UP brain. He poured himself a glass of the cranberry, not quite stopping his incessant yapping. "That's ok, I'll save it for tommorrow. You're welcome to lose the pants whenever, it's your house as much as it is mine."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 11:12 PM
Aventurine watched him pour the glass, slowly undoing the string on the pants. It seemed he was keen on getting out of them. "Let me go... Take these off in the bathroom?" He sounded a bit unsure of himself, looking down at his feet as if he'd somehow garner some idea of how to act semi-normal by doing that. "Uh- I'd like to try the cranberry! Apple juice is good too." He smiled at him, waiting for permission before scurrying off to take the pants off and come back. "You're kinda like a dad... Right?" He tilted his head. He's trying his best.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/30/2025 11:17 PM
Moving to pour another glass of the cranberry, he nodded along to Vasha's words. "Take your time, do what you need to do." A dad? He guessed he was old enough to be Vasha's dad, and that's... sort of how he was acting. "Uhh.... I suppose you could say that I'm somewhat like a dad." He turned to the kid, tilting his head. Was he irreparably fucking up this kid by even entertaining these thoughts? Yeah. But it would be enjoyable for them both~
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/30/2025 11:33 PM
"Mm... Mhm!" Aventurine nodded, trying to keep himself still despite his fidgeting. After the glasses were poured, he quietly slipped away. He was barely gone for a moment before he returned, setting a neatly folded pair of pants on the counter. Even in just the shirt, he was drowning. His boxers might have peeked out in any other shirt, but it almost looked like a dress on him. He didn't mind at all. He was comfortable, and seemed to be relaxing around Ratio. Albeit slowly. He carefully reached for the glass that had been poured for him, bringing it to his lips and taking a sip. Immediately, his nose scrunched up, and he shook his head. "Ah-!" He stuck his tongue out, "I wasn't expecting sour..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 3/31/2025 8:23 AM
Cute...... Ratio smiled as he took a sip of the juice, his own nose crinkling slightly as he looked down at Vasha. "It is a little more sour than most juices. Tell you what, let me try something and see if you'll like it better." Back to the fridge he goes, what could he be rummaging for in there? "How are you liking the apartment so far?"
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 3/31/2025 8:26 AM
Kakavasha cautiously set the glass down on the counter, hands shaky as he had to keep it steady. He managed just fine, peeking at what Ratio could be doing over there. "Uh... It's nice?" He offered, a little unsure what he was meant to reply, "It's really big... I've never been in any place like this. Is it all yours?" Sure, he'd technically been on some IPC property, but that was a little different than someone's personal space. The IPC was a megacorporation, so of course their stuff was going to feel luxurious. He'd just never expected to live in it. "How much did you pay for it?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 4/25/2025 9:24 AM
Ratio took some orange juice and split Kakavasha's cup in half, quietly filling the empty space with orange juice. "This should make it a bit less sour. Try it." He smiled, but only barely. "The apartment is all mine, and I don't have to pay for it but it 'keeps me in line' as they say." That earned a small laugh from the older man. "Rest assured, they won't take you away from here"
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 5/2/2025 6:50 PM
Pulling the cup up to his face, he cautiously took another sip. A small drop of juice fell from the corner of his mouth, rolling down his chin. He offered a shaky smile at Ratio after he took a sip, nodding shyly. "I like it... The apartment is nice..." He did pause at the reassurance, eyes going wide for a moment before he forced himself to calm a bit. "So... 's free for you. That's nice... I never thought I'd get to be in a place like this..." He set the cup down on the counter, letting his arms drop to his sides, fiddling with the hem of the shirt. "Do y'know why I'm here an' not somewhere else...?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 5/14/2025 12:10 PM
Once Vasha was done drinking his cup of juice, Veri took the cup and rinsed it out in the sink before turning back towards the child. Its still hard to wrap his head around this being his soulmate. "They've asked me to do some things that will keep you safe. That's more to talk about later, but i won't harm you." He reached out to Vasha. "Would you like me to walk you back to your room, or would you like to sleep in my bed tonight, Aventurine?"
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 6/18/2025 6:06 PM
Kakavasha nodded slowly as he tried to process that. Things to keep him safe? He knew he was dangerous. A lot of people wanted him dead, he knew as much. Ratio wouldn't harm him, he knew that. That felt comfortable. He paused at the offer, brain taking a moment to buffer. Sleep in his bed? That was an unexpected offer... But... No, he wouldn't be able to talk to Veri. "Your bed...? Is that... allowed?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 6/18/2025 7:54 PM
Veri couldnt help but look down at the confused and unsure child. Is this really right?.... Nonsense. It was his soulmate after all. "Of course. If you're going to live with me you should be comfortable anywhere. It is always open to you." Thoughts of all the things he'd ever dreamt of doing to his soulmate flashed in front of his eyes, causing a deep blush to cross his cheeks before shaking his head to try and keep himself focused. "You're still welcome to say no, of course. It's all up to you."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 6/18/2025 9:21 PM
Kakavasha nodded, not having allowed much time to actually process the question. He reached his hand out, almost pulling it back before he curled his fingers around Veritas' thumb, tugging it a little closer. "I don't want to be alone..." He mumbled, squeezing his hand gently as he tugged himself a little closer to Ratio. "If I'm allowed..." He trailed off, supposedly in thought as he stepped closer to him. Of course he was allowed, he'd offered, after all, but... What if..? "Yes, please." He said, voice surprisingly soft under his breath. "Where's your room?" He would be a bit sad not speaking to Veri this evening, but he didn't mind it all too much. He had the rest of his life, right? Tonight he just needed someone. He'd been alone for so long, after all.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 8/17/2025 10:08 PM
Seeing the way that Vasha carefully curled his fingers around his thumb, he couldn't help but pull him close, resisting the urge to toss the little one up into his arms to carry him off to bed. "Of course you're allowed, Aventurine. I wouldn't have said it at all if you weren't." "Come, follow me." Beginning to walk back down the hallway to his bedroom, he had to focus on not rushing too quickly, or breathing too heavily. It would be improper for him to be so outwardly excited to have such a little one in his bed. This was only the first night of forever, right?
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 8/17/2025 10:16 PM
Kakavasha gripped his thumb, perhaps a little tighter than necessary, as he stumbled along to follow him. Veritas' paces were wider than his own, and he struggled just a tad to keep up, but his double-steps kept him mostly in time. The two passed his own bedroom, and he resisted the urge to dart in and grab his blanket. He paused briefly, staring into the door left ajar before he caught up with him. "'S your room bigger than mine? How'd you pick to decorate it? How'd you get all this stuff?" The younger boy was still in awe at everything around him, and being more comfortable, he couldn't help the questions that slipped out from him. "Are you sure you want me to sleep in your bed? 'm used to the floor, I could be okay there?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 8/17/2025 10:26 PM
Veritas chuckled as he pulled the door open, allowing Vasha to go inside first. The room was... large, and was decorated from a culture that didnt seem familiar to the young child, but it was homey and comforting even so. "The IPC gives me quite a bit of money, and helps me obtain a lot of the decorations I use in my personal spaces." Closing the door behind him and walking over to the bed, he turned to the child, his Vasha, and smiled, gently of course. "I wouldn't want to send you to the floor after inviting you in. What sort of a guardian would I be if I did that?"
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 8/17/2025 10:31 PM
Kakavasha twisted his hands together, nervously messing with the skin around his nails. He'd already seemed to pick one raw, a bit of blood dripping down his index finger on his right hand. "I'm used to the floor! So it's okay... I promise..." He offered a weak smile, but stepped further into the room. It was all unfamiliar to him, but it was... nice. It was homey despite the lack of familiarity he had with many of the objects. His hand curled around a necklace on his neck, a small locket, as he toyed with the metal to keep himself steady His sleeves covered up the heels of his hands, and he absently reached for the sharpie in his pocket. Perhaps Veri would let him write a good night? "Can I... Say goodnight to my soulmate? M sure he's worried and I dunno if you have one you wanna go write to too... I won't look, promise! I know some people're scared of it..." "I dunno... I didn't like doing it around the IBC people... They stared weird."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 8/17/2025 10:35 PM
"Of course, I wouldn't dream of keeping you from contacting your soulmate. I have a goodnight to write to my dear, I haven't been able to write with them for quite some time." He sat down, on the left side of the bed, making space for the small child to join him. "Do come up here, though. I would hate for you to not sleep well on your first night here." Of course the IPC stared. They needed to know who he was in contact with and.... found out the truth far too easily, it seems, even with Vasha's secrecy.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 8/17/2025 10:39 PM
Kakavasha cautiously climbed onto the bed. It took a bit, given the height, but he settled comfortably on the right side of the bed against the headboard. He wiggled a bit to get comfortable, pulling a pen from where he'd tucked it in his shirt collar. "Mkay... You won't stare, right?" He asked, pushing down his sleeve to stare at it. Nothing new yet; a bit sad but he would deal. this new guy is nice... :) he's taking care of me. m gonna sleep in his room tonight cause it feels safers. m sorry :( i've been quiet n scared lately. maybe i'll. write more. "Do you know who your soulmate is?"
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 8/17/2025 10:46 PM
He chuckled, turned away to write on his own arm, with a small fountain pen. Huh. How pretty. How funny, I was just coming to write you a good night, and to check on you since it had been a bit. I hope you sleep well, my Vasha. I'm sure he will keep you safe. "Somewhat. We've never met in person, but he is the sweetest person I have ever met." Just a tiny hint drop. He wanted Vasha to like him, after all.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 8/17/2025 10:50 PM
i hope so :( he seems nicer than the ibc. they didn't let me write to you. the room they gave me was a ward room. this one's nicer. m gonna sleep in his bed. is that okay? is that scary? "Hmm.. I hope to meet my soulmate soon. He makes me so happy... I hope he loves me like I like him. He's so smart! He's a doctor, I think! I worry he's not gonna like me when he realizes how little I am..." He paused, trailing off. "Tell me about your soulmate! I feel like I dunno anything about you; and soulmates tell you a lot. Right? Is he your age? Older? Or is he like a couple of years off?" The yapperr. He was simply anxious and trying to fill steps.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 8/17/2025 10:55 PM
It'll be okay. If he's inviting you to rest with him, it is probably for your comfort more than his wants. I missed you, Vasha. "Well, he is your soulmate. I doubt he could dislike someone he is meant to be with forever, no matter what." Ratio... paused, unsure whether to falsify information or not. Better to be honest, since he would find out eventually. "He is.. much younger than me, which is why we haven't met. I do think he is incredibly sweet, though he was silent for quite some time until recently." "He is the only person who has ever really tried to understand me, even though I am not someone who can be fully understood."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 8/17/2025 11:06 PM
"Well, I think you're neat! If that helps." He offered, grinning up at Veritas, despite the smile being a little crooked and shaky. I missed you too. "I worry I won't be emough for him.... Your soulmates younger, right? How do y'feel about him? Or do you see him as not a soulmate cause of it?" He was as nosy as ever, pushy for more information. I love you. I'll let you know when I wake up. Maybe I'll sleep... It had felt like months since he'd gotten good rest, after all. (edited)
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 8/17/2025 11:11 PM
Please do. Get some rest, my treasure. It did help, a little bit, to know that his soulmate loved him even if they didn't know it was him. I love you too "I could not be more in love with him. Like I said, I couldn't imagine someone being unhappy with their soulmate when that is the person they are bound to for life." He sighed, holding his arm close. He truly did treasure every word from his Vasha.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 8/19/2025 12:12 AM
Kakavasha stared at the words on his arm for a little longer than he may have needed to, tracing over Veri's letters on his arm. It was nice to know he was loved, no matter how odd the bond between the two might seem to someone on the outside. "Some people are... I used to hear it on the Ib... IBC ship. Some people hated them..." He said, voice slowly trailing off. He looked up at Ratio, tilting his head. "A couple looked at me and said 'at least my soulmates not a Sigonian. So at least yours isn't?" He said, as if it were a good thing that he were the last of his kind. "I hope my soulmate isn't mad about it..." Good night, Veri. He drew a shaky little (-v-) by the words, just a little smiley to wish him good night as well.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 8/19/2025 12:23 AM
Veritas smiled, tracing the little emoji over with his finger before tugging his sleeve back down over his arm. "The IPC is full of idiots, frankly." He scoffed, as if this child wasn't going to be one of the members in the future. "I don't see the issue, personally. I think it would be delightful to have you, of all people, as my soulmate." You're not very good at hiding this, Veri. "It's alright, I hope that my soulmate won't mind me being... likely older than he expects."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 8/19/2025 12:32 AM
To Veritas' credit, Kakavasha lit up at that. A grin lit up his face, and he couldn't help the soft giggle that left him. That was the first time he'd ever heard someone be so positive towards him, and it did make him a little giddy to think of himself in that position. "Would you really? Most people don't like me-" He paused, one finger on his cheek as he pointed at his eyes. "It's pretty obvious where 'm from... 'N apparently our reputation isn't great..." He trailed off again, and he didn't bother to hide the words on his arm. It didn't bother him too much, especially given how kind Ratio was. "I'm sure he won't mind! It's not like you can choose. Plus, I think you're neat! So I'm sure he will too." He smiled up at him. Ever the optimist.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 8/19/2025 12:40 AM
No, Veritas. You cannot get overly affectionate with him. Its his first night. He had to restrain himself from cupping Vasha's cheek and just. Staring at the young Avgin in front of him. How had he gotten so lucky with such a sweet boy? "I would. I think it would be unfair to judge you based on that. You're just a child, after all." He wasnt even bothering to hide the writing on his arm?... how sweet, though a bit odd to see the other end of the words that often appeared on his arm. "I'm glad that you think so, Aventurine."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 8/19/2025 12:47 AM
Kakavasha seemed to realize soon enough that those words should probably stay private, and he gently tugged down his sleeve as he settled into his seat on the bed. He fluffed up the pillow behind him, trying to get comfortable in his seated position. He wasn't too sure how he'd sleep in a bed with another person, but he'd done it often enough when he was younger with his family -- this was no different, right? "People are always gonna judge... 's what my sister taught me. You either gotta roll with the assumptions or prove 'em wrong..." He trailed off yet again, it seemed he had trouble finishing his sentences at times -- though perhaps that was more his tendency to slip into his own memories. "Everyone thought I was nothin' good just from how I looked. But you were nice to me... Thank you, Mister- I mean Doctor Ratio sir." He offered a weak smile, but that was quickly masked by a yawn; his hand coming up to cover his mouth.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 8/19/2025 1:01 AM
"You can just call me Ratio, Aventurine." Veri smiled as he watched the young boy begin to get sleepy, pulling him close to his side as he pulled up his book to keep reading. "You're welcome to rest your head on my chest or my lap, I'll be reading for a little bit before I go to bed myself." His poor Vasha had been through... so much. He couldn't imagine how thankful the child was to be somewhere safe, with someone he could trust. He was glad it was with him, and not someone else, like the Genius Society.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 8/19/2025 1:07 AM
Aventurine nodded slowly at the suggestion, happily cuddling up to his side. He wasted no time in getting comfortable, resting his head on his chest as he curled into himself. "Is this okay...?" He asked, voice beginning to grow softer. His eyes fluttered shut, one arm gently laying over Veritas' middle as he cuddled up to him. He was certain he'd be moved if he needed to be, but this was warm and safe. Something he hadn't experienced in quite some time. "Thank you for not just leaving me outside..." He mumbled, nuzzling into his chest. "Was told you might..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 8/19/2025 1:18 AM
Veri squeezed him close as he got comfortable, leaning down to place a kiss on the top of his head, much akin to the way a parent would kiss their child's foreheads goodnight. "Of course it's alright, V-enturine." Nice catch. "I could never leave someone so helpless alone and in the cold. Especially not when they were entrusted to me." He paused for a moment, contemplating his next move. "You deserve safety."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 9/30/2025 9:45 PM
Despite the relative coldness of the older man, he felt safe. That wasn't a word he usually used for others, especially not with the horrors the IPC had put upon him, but he couldn't bring himself to compare Doctor Ratio with the IPC. He'd accepted him quickly enough, and seemed to trust him. Was he not scared? Even though he was young, he saw the horror in people's eyes. A cheat, a liar, a thief. That's all he was. But not to Ratio, it seemed. He yawned as he cuddled into him, only managing a few weak nods at his words as he slowly began to drift off. "Thank you mister Doctor Ratio..." And he was out, rather quickly, in all honesty. Dead to the world as he rested properly for the first time in what felt like months.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 9/30/2025 9:51 PM
Mister Doctor Ratio? Aeons, this child was far too cute. He watched the young boy drift off in his arms, slowly reading his book as he brushed his fingers through his soft blonde hair, muttering under his breath. "Of course, my Vasha....." Ratio could never think anything poorly of his sweet soulmate. He had been nothing but kind, even though he was only a child. Besides, how could he not love the person he was fated to be with? He considered himself lucky to have such a wonderful soulmate.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 9/30/2025 9:57 PM
Kakavasha cuddled even closer to him in his sleep, contentedly curled up in his arms as he rested. He seemed to be rather comfortable, at least to start off. It would likely be a few hours before he shifted, but he would. The dead of night would wash over him, and the nightmares would start. Quietly at first, as he began to shift and toss and turn, eventually growing. He would toss and turn for quite some time, restless and already beginning to tremble, even as he called out unfamiliar names in his half asleep state. His voice was soft, quiet, but still wholly his -- filled with something not quite akin to fear, but not quite despair either.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 9/30/2025 10:07 PM
After about an hour or so, Ratio had drifted off, holding Vasha tight against him, determined to keep him close and safe. When the nightmares started, and he started to call out in fear, it wasn't hard to wake Veri up. It wasn't the first time he'd comforted his Vasha through a nightmare, but not one like this. Pulling Kakavasha into his arms, he slowly stroked his back, whispering softly into the top of his head. Perhaps it would help. "Shhh.... Vasha.... you're safe.... You're not alone anymore..... I've got you."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 9/30/2025 10:11 PM
Although the comfort helped, it wasn't enough. He calmed, albeit briefly, into his arms, relaxing for a few minutes at best before he was awake again. The weight of the nightmare crashed over him all at once, too many emotions pent up in a too-small body as the fear washed over his mind. He was crying almost instantly as he woke up, choked sobs shaking his form as he jolted and sat up, hands pressed to his eyes tightly as if it would make the forms around him disappear any faster. "Please-Please not again-" His voice came out more like a whimper than anything, half whispered through tears.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 9/30/2025 10:24 PM
Ratio paused for a moment, frowning slightly as he wrapped his arms around the child. "Nobody is going to hurt you here... It's alright, I promise you." Brushing his hand through his hair, Ratio couldnt help but wonder what on earth they had done to his Vasha to make him startle like this. "You're safe, Vasha." Whoops.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 9/30/2025 10:26 PM
Kakavasha hardly noticed the slip up, at least not for a good while. His body was still trembling as he relaxed back into Ratio's arms, trying to force himself to calm down. Slowly, those hands dropped from his face, his cheeks still stained with tears as he curled into himself, wanting nothing more than to hide from the world in the warmth that was currently around him. "Safe... M safe..." He repeated to himself, voice barely above a whisper as he tried to convince himself that it was true. "Safe with Doctor Ratio... M safe...." He shook his head, trying to get his brain working again. "...Huh? You called me...?" Well, at least it distracted him from the nightmare?
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 9/30/2025 10:44 PM
Ratio was more focused on making sure that his love was alright, wrapping the two of them up in a nice warm blanket before continuing to reassure the small child. "You're safe here." He. Wasn't sure how to respond when Vasha called him out on calling him Vasha. He just, kind of stared off to the side, his own cheeks going a bit red in embarrassment. Way to go, faggot.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 9/30/2025 10:49 PM
Kakavasha's hand came up, curling into the blanket in order to more securely wrap it around himself. He was comfortable like this, and he was only able to relax a little more by the second with him. "Safe..." He trailed off, staring up at Ratio, waiting for another answer to his question. He didn't seem to understand the silence, tilting his head. "You called me Kakavasha... No one calls me that... Did they tell you my name? I didn't..." He shook his head, "I didn't let them know... No one knows, that's a secret..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 9/30/2025 10:57 PM
Ratio's cheeks only grew more red as he realized how few options there were for him to explain it away. Pervert. You're in love with a twelve year old. "N-no.. I wouldnt say they told me your name exactly. Just some. Other information, I suppose?" Maybe Vasha wouldnt notice that Veri's sleeves were finally pushed up a little. He certainly didnt notice either, didn't even know if there was writing visible or not.
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 10/1/2025 5:35 AM
Pausing for a moment, the child tilted his head up at Ratio, taking the time to process his denial slowly. He didn't seem completely certain, so maybe, just maybe he would be able to infer something else from the response. Other information? It shouldn't have been possible for Ratio to guess his name. Unless he'd studied the Avgin, but something in him told him that was incorrect. Slowly scanning over him, his eyes were still wide, as if he was trying to take in as much information as possible before he spoke again. His eyes quickly zeroed in on his wrists, albeit bare, the possibilities processing in a heartbeat. Without thinking, he reached out and grabbed his arm, yanking up his sleeve as if to see what was underneath. He did so silently, on a mission to figure out just what he had on him. Even if this search returned nothing, at least he'd know.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 10/1/2025 5:48 AM
Ratio had bit his lip watching the small one look over him, eyes flickering up and down as he waited for something from his Vasha. He didn't know what to do once the young Avgin had grabbed his arm, yanking up his sleeve. Some of the writing was smudged, but that handwriting was unmistakable. His face turned a bright red, embarassed that he hadn't just been upfront to begin with. What if his Vasha didn't think he was safe to trust anymore?
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 10/1/2025 5:53 AM
On the contrary, the discovery shot a wave of confusion through him at first. He was left teetering between his options, staring open-mouthed at the words swimming before his eyes. Oh. In the next moment, he'd let go of his arms, tackling the older man in a hug into the pillows behind him, arms wrapping tightly around him like he'd been waiting to embrace him properly this entire time. It took a few moments for him to speak again, hiding his face in the crook of his neck and reveling in the warmth from his soulmate. His Veritas.... His voice was shaky as he spoke up, breaking the almost tangible silence in the room between them. He should have known, from the start. He should have been able to tell. No one else would be so kind to an avgin, no one else would know what comforted him so well. No one else would have been so warm to a child they just met. "Veri...?" Despite knowing, it was still nerve-wracking to speak up, terrified that he might be wrong and might have everything all messed up in his mind. "You knew it was me..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 10/1/2025 6:03 AM
As Vasha looked and processed, Veri gulped, unsure of what his reaction would be, but those worries were squashed near immediately. Falling back into the pillows with Vasha on top of him, his arms slowly tightened around the boy, cradling him close as Vasha buried into his neck. His soulmate. His Vasha. "Vasha-" It was embarrassing to admit that he had kept it from his love for even a night. "I. I did. I was worried it might be too much to be in a new place and meet your soulmate all at once, so I wanted to give you time to adjust to being here."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 10/13/2025 11:01 AM
The child didn't hesitate to press close to him. The warmth in his chest rising and coloring his cheeks. His warmth was so familiar, he should have been able to tell. "I should've known..." He trailed off, shaking his head. "No one else could love an Avgin, they said. My Veri can." His voice was soft, still tired from waking up so late. He reached up to rub his eyes. "Thank you... I knew you were really nice and not fakin' it..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 10/13/2025 11:07 AM
Ratio couldn't help but tug him tight against his chest, never wanting to let his little Vasha go. "Even if you weren't my Vasha, I would love you, and care for you." He was so cute..... "Of course I wouldn't fake it. There's no sense in being falsely kind only to be cruel later."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 10/13/2025 11:14 AM
Kakavasha yawned, covering his mouth before letting his hand just rest against Veritas' chest. This was comfortable... "'S cause you're a good person... 'N I didn't think I'd ever get to meet you with the IPC and I missed you..."
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 10/13/2025 11:18 AM
He gently ran his fingers through Vasha's hair, his breathing finally evening out. "I work with them, somewhat. I would have gotten to see you eventually, I'm sure." He paused, taking a moment to readjust. "I missed you too, my Vasha."
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🍀 ⋮ ᴋᴀᴋᴀᴠᴀsʜᴀ ⸝⸝ BOT 10/13/2025 11:36 AM
Kakavasha seemed to melt into his touch, finally seeming to relax into his environment. Having his soulmate here certainly made that feel a little more feasible. "My Doctor Veri..." He seemed to be drifting off on him, fingers curling into his shirt to keep him close even as he fell asleep.
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[Veritas Ratio] BOT 10/13/2025 11:43 AM
Ratio certainly wasnt going to be reading his book like this, so instead, he just sat back, setting his glasses to the side and clicked off the light. "Rest well, my Vasha. I'll keep you safe." He felt so... small. Reasonably, no he wasn't, and Ratio was just a giant of a man and Aventurine was malnourished, but. He was. little. and he wanted to make sure he was okay. Vasha had never really been okay before.
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