GAY AS HELL - bi-wife-energy

The idea of being an Omega was humiliating. So, naturally, Kaoru wouldn't be one. At least, that was his thought process. It was highly unlikely he'd be one anyway, and he was more than happy to side with the idea that he might be a Beta, if not an Alpha. He knew the latter was what his father would want, but it was unlikely so he let it slide. When he hit puberty and presented as an Omega? He was terrified. He was absolutely horrified to know that he wasn't what he thought he was at all. It was even worse when he realized what that meant for him. Fear had pooled in him, and he vowed not to let anyone figure it out. So Kaoru did what he did best: he lied. His father never even knew. His doctor was more than willing to prescribe suppressants (and his heat cycles were decently regular from the start. So he knew when to start them) and could present rather easily as a Beta. His father was a little disappointed, but it was fine. It was better than the alternative. And if anyone suspected anything? He'd play it off as the girls he flirted with, most of whom were Omegas anyway. He had to be incredibly careful with himself, knowing that it'd be his downfall if he was caught in this long lie. All that being said, it was normally pretty easy to pass as a Beta. The first days of his heat cycles were always harder than the rest, even on suppressants. The suppressants stopped him from being too needy, and it stopped his scent from showing, but on the first day of a cycle he tended to feel a little sickly with the medication. So he normally skipped. It was normal for him to miss a few days here and there, so it wasn't any issue. People didn't suspect anything, and he played the part well enough. A few people might have joked about it, but the playboy persona he gave off was enough to dissuade any nasty rumors.

10:30 PM

Today was different, however. Kaoru's heat wasn't supposed to kick in for another week. So he was safe as far as he knew. His suppressants sat in a drawer by his bed, and he didn't think too much about them. At least not until an odd feeling twisted in his gut during class. It was a warmth pooling in his gut, and Kaoru knew what was happening before anything could really be kickstarted. He excused himself to the bathroom, bag slung over his shoulder as he quickly darted out of the classroom. Kaoru had only dealt with one heat without his suppressants, and that was hell on earth to hide. In a school like this? No way he could do it. He had a few choices, and none were good. He could be stuck in a bathroom all day (bad -- someone would sniff him out in a heartbeat), an empty classroom (what if someone walked in?), he could go home (bad -- his dad would know and the suppressants couldn't work their magic in time), or... he could hide in the club room? That wasn't the worst idea. There wasn't meant to be a club meeting today, and he could just pray that no one walked in. Plus, Kanata was his friend. Right? They wouldn't give away his secret. And as much as Souma hated him, he was sure he'd keep the secret. So he should be safe. Ish. Kaoru made the split second decision and darted to the club room, closing the door behind him. He dropped his bag in some corner, checking his phone was in his pocket, before he migrated to a corner of the room. It was pressed up against fishtanks that gave it a soft glow, and his movements were quick as he tried to give himself a little place to curl up. Already his scent was beginning to fill the room, and had he been any later he might have been caught in the hallway. The pillows from the couch were taken off, along with a blanket, and he managed to curl himself into a corner, sinking into the warmth and hidden comfort of the pillows, the soft blue light letting him relax.

10:31 PM

He let out a sigh of relief, taking deep breaths in an attempt to try to keep himself steady. His scent, and his heat, would only get stronger throughout the day. He was already feeling the effects of everything, head a little fuzzy and already beginning to feel the heat in his gut drift lower to his groin. He let out a soft whine, burying his face in a plushie (Kanata's manatee plush) and breathing in the scent of them. It was nice, but his instincts took over. He couldn't help himself, getting his own scent over it. He hadn't meant to scent an item that wasn't his own, but the fact that he could smell Kanata on it was distracting in its own right, and he didn't want to think about how odd it made him feel. He chalked it up to the fact that they were an alpha and he was going into heat. That was an issue for later Kaoru. He shook his head, tugging it close to his chest and hiding himself in it. He would just leave after the school was empty, and then he could head home before his dad got home and take his pills. Easy enough. Right? (edited)

@Kha'iel forgot to @ you im so sorry

For Kanata it had been the opposite, since the moment they had been born and chosen to be a god, it had been a near certainty that they would be an alpha. What else could they be? Not that it meant much as from a young age, all of their ruts had been so carefully monitored and controlled so that 'god' would never have to feel sinful like lust or become territorial. The first time they had even properly been through a rut for the first time was close to the end of second yearish? Summer before 3rd year? When they had decided to live as a human instead. So they were... dealing with alot of repressed instincts and emotions that had been bottled up. For instance they had a bad habit of scent marking Chiaki whenever they hugged, which the brunet said he didn't mind yet it made his cheeks flush so he had to mind a little bit. And they had created their own little territory in the school via the marine bio club! Since Souma and Kaoru were both betas it was alright. The fountain as well was theirs and for the most part people seemed to respect that. Dragging themselves away from said fountain, they let Shinobu dry their hair. He was such a good kid!! It wasn't even that cold out so they didn't know why he was insistence they head inside. They did so anyway to appease him, making their way to the club room to check up on the fish now that their clothes were mostly dry. The door open and a strong scent hit them that nearly made Kanata stumble. Quickly shutting the door behind them, they leaned heavily against the wall. Their was an omega very much in heat somewhere in their territory, one that smelled like Kaoru which was ridiculous.

12:08 PM

Their pupils dilated and the smarter option would have been not too close themselves in the club room with whoever this was. But their instincts demanded to know who was in here. Pinpointing the source and walked over to it, feeling a bit dazed. It seemed like they made a nest, that they had dragged their plushie into. That pulled a small gasp from Kanata and an uncomfortable heat was quick to pool in their stomach. "Who." they asked quietly, fighting the urge to walk closer and find out by.. cough. Speaking was difficult and their gaze was locked onto the plushie. "Who is 'over' there?"

@soft screaming

Kaoru froze as he heard the door open, fingers curling a little more tightly into the plushie he was hiding himself in. He'd managed to sink more into the pile of pillows around him, effectively hidden in the little nest he'd created for himself. The door closed, and he hoped for the best. Maybe whoever it was had left, and he could be alone? He had to shift a bit, pillows moving around him (barring the one between his legs that he'd been... grinding down against). He kept himself hidden, however, waiting for a beat to see if there was any other noise. The sound of Kanata's voice caused his heart to drop, though. Kaoru knew Kanata wouldn't tell anyone about his secret, which was reassuring, but even one person knowing was dangerous. He swallowed down his nerves. Maybe they could help him get out of the school without anyone else noticing? He knew his heat was strong (suppressing it for so long tended to do that) but maybe they had some scent blocker or something he could steal? Yeah. That seemed like the best option. Kaoru peeked out of the plushie, offering Kanata a sheepish grin. His face was flushed with color, hair disheveled and sticking out in odd places and his breathing definitely heavier than normal. He tugged the plush closer to him (completely forgetting that it was Kanata's) and laughed, a little awkwardly as he tried to come up with the right words to say in this situation. How do you ask your friend to sneak you out of the school? "Sorry-" He looked away from them, wanting to sink back and hide in the pillows in complete mortification. He groaned, halfway because of his embarrassment and half because his hips had jerked against the pillow. His voice was quicker than normal as he spoke, avoiding Kanata's gaze. "...Normally I take suppressants but this one came early and so I hid in here because I really didn't think anyone would come in here? And I'm normally pretty good at hiding things and I really just need to get home...?"

@Kha'iel

Kaoruuuu... was an omega? Since when? You couldn't switch so it had to be his whole life. They knew he was speaking to them but it was all sort of white noise. Too focused on the way he was clutching onto their plushie. His face was flushed and they hadn't missed the way his hips jerked down. The longer they stayed in here and inhaled his scent, the harder it was becoming to think. Because Logically!! If an omega went into your territory willingly just because of their heat. It was like they were offering themselves to you. Regardless if thats what Kaoru meant or not. Kanata's instincts were refusing to see it any other way no matter how hard they were trying to reason it away. Walking closer, they stopped right in front of him, carefully dropping down to their knees and crawling into his little nest, laying down next to him. They stared at him for a moment, before they moved suddenly, pinning him to the ground and burying their face against his neck. They had him on his back, one of their knees frimly inbetween his legs, pressing up against his crotch. Whining out his name, it seemed for now Kanata was content by trying to control their instincts by completely covering up Kaoru scent with their own. He was being scent marked which at the very less would deter anyone else from approved if his scent did manage to leave the room. It seemed that was enough to ease their mind and they pulled away from his neck to mutter a shakey apology, only to freeze there was something still covered with Kaoru's scent and it wasn't him. Glancing down at their plushie once again, a low pleased growl rumbled in their chest. He had!! Scent marked something that belonged to them!! Instantly their instinct reared back up and they pressed their face back against his neck, nipping at his skin before sucking down to leave a very brusing mark.

@soft screaming

Kanata laying down by him was somewhat of a relief. Alright -- maybe they'd be willing to help block his scent? That was the best outcome here, and he laughed awkwardly once more as they invaded his little nest in the corner. God, he'd have to clean this all up and put everything away. He was glad that he hadn't scent marked any of the other pillows. That would be a pain to wash o- Kaoru let out a little noise of surprise, a soft hum in the back of his throat as he was pinned to the ground. The plushie stayed firmly in his hands, eyes squeezed shut as he let their scent wash over him. The closeness was awkward, and he whined softly as his hips jerked up. He was quick to mumble a quick apology, sighing in relief once they pulled back. "Cool- Thanks. That means I can get h-" The growl cut him off quickly enough, eyes widening as they dove right back for his neck. His voice came out as more of a whimper this time at the feeling, shaking as he fought to keep himself still. "K-Kanata?" His hands came up, weakly pushing as their shoulders. "C-C'mon, I only like girls, you know thaaat-" The last syllable dragged out in a low whine, breathing heavy as he fought not to let their scent overwhelm him.

@Kha'iel

They processed their name at the very least, enough to tune into hear what he said. Only to be distracted by the whine. What was that about girls? They could ask later. Staying put they bite down into skin, not quite a mating mark. More of a warning one. A not so gentle way of asking him to submit to them. Pulling away, they stared down at Kaoru. Their eyes held a dazed and near glazed over look so it was clear that reasoning right now likely wasn't going to work. Grinding their knee lightly against his hard-on, they tilted their head. "Mine?" They asked softly. However it seemed they weren't too interested in a response as they leaned down to pull him into a possessive kiss soon after. They had already been dealing with a small pushed aside crush on the blonde. Holding themselves back at this rate was impossible. They felt a very primal need to knot him as a reward for trusting them so much to feel safe to hide out in their territory, to bulid a nest even.

@soft screaming

Kaoru reasoned that maybe this wasn't the worst turn of events. Yeah, he trusted Kanata, and he could probably get away with like... a handjob or something easy like that. It meant his heat might dull a bit (someone else's touch was always far better for that) and maybe he'd be willing to hide them. He was willing to think that this would be easy, but the knee pressing up against him said otherwise. Kaoru gasped, eyes shutting tightly as his hips jerked, grinding down against them. Theirs...? What did they mean by that? Their plushie? Or...? He didn't want to look at them, far too embarrassed. That proved to be a mistake soon after. He let go of the plushie, shrugging his shoulders. "You c-can have i-" He was cut off by the kiss, pressing back roughly into them without a second thought. His mind felt a little cloudy, and he whimpered softly against them, hands coming up to tug at their shirt. He was working on pure instinct here. He pulled back after a moment, a little dazed and confused. "G-God... Kanata-kun- You're not a girl, though?" He mumbled, cheeks heating up, "J-Just. Don't tell anyone an-and help me out... yeah?"

@Kha'iel

The fact that he kissed them back only spurred them on even more. One issue was they had never been with anyone before so they could only do what instincts told them to do. Which right now was to mark up Kaoru and knot him. Moving to sit up and straddle his waist, they tugged at his clothes trying to get them off and out of the way. It ended up with them manhandling the blonde like he was nothing, freeing him of the top half of his school uniform. Um!! They were trying to listen to whatever he was saying but the words were like fuzzy static that they didn't know how to reply too. Snatching up their plushie they did set it out of they way. Maybe even feeling a tad jealous that Kaoru had been clinging to it. No need for that, he could cling to them now. Grinding down against him, their cheeks became flushed and they leaned down to mark up his shoulders and neck with hickeys, nipping into his skin much harder then needed so the marks wouldn't fade easily. People needed to know Kaoru was theirs actually. The intense feeling of possessiveness would've been upsetting if Kanata was capable of thinking about their emotions and actions right now. "Kaoru..." they mumbled softly against his neck, breathing in his scent.

@soft screaming

Kaoru didn't protest as he was moved around to get his shirt off. He did grumble a little bit about it, but it was stuffy and hot and so he didn't mind it too much. He let out a breath of relief as it was tossed aside, not even having it in him to feel embarrassed for being moved around so easily. This heat already had him exhausted, and the sooner he was helped out, the sooner he could go home and take his suppressants for the rest of it. He sucked in a sharp breath as Kanata's hips rolled down against his own, and his hips bucked up slightly, pressing into that feeling and desperately chasing after that friction. His hands curled into the pillows at his sides, and he let out a shaking breath. "Tch-" He winced, "C-Careful with your teeth.." He trailed off, but did tilt his head slightly, letting them have easier access to his neck. Another low whine followed, the bites surprising him enough that he could maybe ignore that Kanata wasn't a girl. This was fine. One time thing. It didn't mean anything. "Ka...Kanata-kun? S-Seriously. Don't bite too hard. 'S gonna be hard to write off."

@Kha'iel

“Why ‘do’ you have to ‘write’ it off?” They didn’t think he needed to at all. In fact everyone needed to see. Doing the opposite of what he warned about, they placed a dark hickey right up next to his ear. Have fun covering that up, not that they would let him. They would whine if he tried. Moving so their face hovered just a few inches above his face, just staring at him for a few moments. He was so handsome. With that in mind they pressed kisses along his cheek bones, trailing them along his face and even planting one against the tip of his nose. They then pulled him into another kiss, nipping at his bottom lip. If they left marks everywhere that would certainly help Kaoru, wasn’t that what he asked for? Kanata felt like they vaguely heard him beg for help. Sneaking a hand down they tugged at his pants, using too much force that the fabric ended up ripping. Oh well he didn’t need those pants anyway. He would look much better without it. Pulling away from him, they not so gently flipped him over so his stomach was pressed against the ground. It made it easier to get his now ruined pants out of the way, his boxers too. Manhandling Kaoru again they dragged his ass up in the air, when they time came it would be very easy to slide themself in from this position. For now they just wrapped a hand around his cock and pumped it.

@soft screaming

The affection was... odd, to say the least. He wasn't used to this sort of kindness from anyone (and even then, the flings he had with girls rarely progressed to the point of kissing -- and if they did, it was rough makeout sessions). He shivered at the gentle kisses, eyes squeezing shut. Kanata was helping him out, so he'd deal with it for now. Maybe it was just instinct or whatever, but he wouldn't push them away yet. As long as it didn't really morph into anything too weird or official sounding. He hardly processed the kiss, mind on his aching hardon. He somewhat leaned into it, letting out a short hum at the nip of his bottom lip. His eyes shot open as he was shifted, and he grabbed onto a pillow for some support, fingers curling into the fabric of it. He turned his head, cheek pressed into a pillow as he let Kanata shift him around. His... pants. Oh well, he could whine about that later. Kaoru gasped as he felt their hand wrap around his cock, hips bucking into their fist. He let out a shaky whine, biting down on the pillow to keep himself quiet. Instinct kicked in before he could stop it, and his back arched down, as if he were presenting himself openly to them. He was too out of it to really stop himself. "Pl-Please.. Kanata-kun-" His voice was whiny, muffled into the pillow as he shut his eyes again, hips thrusting down into their grip and using their hand for himself.

@Kha'iel

Oh... he was presenting himself to them! See Kanata was right, Kaoru might as well be theirs now, and he was begging so nicely too. He was also very needy. They let him use their hand as he wanted too, he was being well behaved so he could use it as a reward. Bringing their free hand to their mouth, they placed their fingers inside their mouth, coating them with their own saliva. They didn't really remember how omegas worked all to well. They had to um.. prepare him didn't they? Even if they didn't, they wanted too. Pulling their fingers away from their mouth, they trailed one along the rim of his hole before pressing it inside of him. So warm... They thrusted their finger in and out, it was difficult to take the time to do this when their brain kept yelling at them to knot him as soon as possible. Kanata loved Kaoru though and didn't want to hurt him on accident. Slowly they slid another finger in, changing to a gentle scissoring action to try and loosen him up as quickly as possible. Not wanting to overwhelming him, they switch back and forth being thrusting their fingers and taking a break to try and open things up for themself. "You're 'doing' so well, Kaoru. Good boy... soon I 'promise'." Kanata couldn't issue a mating bite until their knot was buried inside him, so he had to wait patiently until then. Then they could officially be mates!!

@soft screaming

Kaoru was focused on how nice it felt to be touched by someone else, and if he just ignored that it was Kanata behind him, he could even pretend it was just some girl he was getting a handjob from. Not that he'd... ever been close enough with a girl to have that happen, but Kanata's hands were soft and he just tried to block out the thoughts of them. That was possible for a little bit, at least until he felt their finger tracing over his hole. He tensed a bit as they pushed their finger inside, his grip tightening on the pillows as he sucked in a sharp breath. "K-Kana-a-ta~" He whimpered, and in his attempt to press away from their fingers, his hips thrust forward, maximizing the contact. He tried to pull back from that, essentially fucking himself back onto their fingers. He stopped that after a moment, thighs trembling as he tried to get used to the odd feeling. That praise sent a shiver up his spine, and he moaned softly into the pillow, mind going fuzzy as he focused on the feeling. Okay, maybe this wasn't too bad. He trusted Kanata-kun, and as his instincts riled up and sparked more heat to flush his body, he thought that maybe it might be nice to have them inside him. "'M doing good~?" He sounded a little dazed, eyes shut and breathing heavy.

@Kha'iel

Kanata let out a pleased purr at his reactions. He was doing so well. "You are, you're 'doing' wonderful. I'll be so 'good' to you." This was an easy adjustment for Kanata. The blonde was someone they held dear so it took no time at all to get lost in the idea of keeping him close forever. It would make Chiaki happy too! How they didn't know but really their partner basically also belonged to them also. So having Kaoru, his best friend for company would be good. Sliding in another finger, they were trying not to rush things but they needed to be inside him like five minutes ago and every second they weren't was driving them insane. Thursting their fingers in with more force, they didn't try to seek out any certain spot. No Kanata wanted his first experience with that being their dick hitting against it. Or maybe they needed it to be that way... it was hard to think. "What 'do' you want? Kaoru? I 'wanna' know."

@soft screaming

Kaoru shuddered, trying to keep himself steady with the pillows. But he was trembling and he could hardly focus on anything but Kanata's fingers and the way their scent washing over him made him want to just give in completely. He almost certainly wasn't thinking clearly anymore, hiding his face in the pillow in an attempt to muffle the little whines and moans that were spilling out of him. The pillow smelled like Kanata, and his dick twitched pitifully at the thought. He shoved that aside, trying to collect himself. Kanata's words, and the harsh thrust of their fingers caused him to whine loudly, clenching around them as he tried to find any response. What did he want? He wasn't even sure anymore. A handjob might have been nice, but he wasn't sure that would even be enough. He slowly moved his head from the pillow, voice coming out barely above a whisper, breathing heavily. "Pl-Please- Ka-Kanata-kun-" He whimpered, "You. Everything's so hot just.. just help me out -- kn..knot me..?" Where.. had those words come from? He was running on pure instinct at this point, not caring what he said as long as he could get past this damn heat.

@Kha'iel

It almost sounded like Kaoru was begging. What an unexpected surprise. They hadn't intended to make him beg, but now they wanted to hear more of it. "I will. You 'make' alot of 'nice' noises. You 'don't' have to muffle 'them', I enjoy 'each' one." Motivated even more, Kanata waited patiently for him to unclench around their fingers so they could slowly pull them out. There was some quiet shuffling behind him as they pulled both their hands away to undo their pants. Letting out a shakey sigh of relief once their dick was freed, Kanata used the precum the blonde left on their hand to coat their own dick with before lining themselves up against his hole. "You'll 'feel' better soon, just be a 'good' boy and stay 'still.'' Pushing in just enough that just the tip was in, trying to give him time to adjust, their self control slipped and they ended up rocking their hips forward to completely bury themselves in him instead. Oops.

@soft screaming

Kaoru let out a low whine as Kanata pulled their fingers out, and he didn't like the empty feeling. That heat sparked right back in his gut, leaving him feeling a lot more needy than before. Somehow, even though they'd pulled out their fingers, he didn't quite process what was going on. He just buried his head in the pillow, dick leaking below him as he tried to push down that heat again. Be.. good and stay... still? He didn't understand, but to be fair all his thoughts felt incredibly jumbled. "What a-" He tensed as they pushed into him, and he whined loud into the pillow. His breathing was far too labored, and he bit into the fabric to shut up. That turned out to be a good choice, and his cry of surprise was at least mostly muffled as he felt their hips meet his own. "H-Hold on- Please- J-Just a moment-" His voice was broken, and he almost certainly didn't feel prepared enough for this. And it was slowly becoming harder and harder to think clearly. For the better, probably. He definitely couldn't pretend Kanata was a girl by now. "'S too much.." He whimpered, hiding himself in the pillows.

@Kha'iel

Hold on? They could try, it wasn’t working out too well so far. But they would try. How they were supposed to do that with the noises he was making was beyond them. “It’s not ‘too’ much. You can ‘handle’ it, can’t you? Since ‘you’re’ a good boy.” Reaching up to stroke his hair as they gave him just a bit more time to adjust, so not much at all really. Kanata would make it up to him later when they had the mindset and ability too. Starting to move, they had enough willpower left to keep their thrusts gentle and slow, for now. Leaning over him, they wrapped their arms around him to pull him up against them. Kanata wanted as much skin contact as possible. Anything to make these intense feelings go away, it be better soon. Wasn’t that what people always said? They also refused to let him hide himself away in the pillows, the warmth they felt from being inside him was unbearable enough as it is. If they couldn’t see his face as well, they might lose all sense of control. That might be a bad thing, they weren’t sure.

@soft screaming

Kaoru shuddered at the praise, and although everything felt almost dizzying and too hot and too heavy his brain seemed to tab back in for a moment, and he let out a shaky breath. He was good, he could be good. That's what he wanted, right? He wanted to be good for Kanata and to be their mate and to be kn- Where was his brain coming up with these thoughts? He shook his head, whimpering at their words. It was too much. He'd had so little time to adjust and he felt too full. He didn't know if he could handle much more. Another whine escaped him as they shifted, and he leaned into their touch, searching for any sort of support as they held him up. "Ka-ah-ah-nata~" He whimpered, head slumping back against their shoulder as they fucked into him. At least it was slow, even if some primal part of his mind wanted it to be faster. He felt stupidly desperate. "Pleaase..." He didn't know if he was begging for more or a break at this point.

@Kha'iel

Something snapped in them as they heard him beg for real. Their hold on him tighten and they rocked into him full force. Kaoru could handle it. He wanted it this way, they could tell. And afterwards they'd spoil him with praise until he passed out. Because didn't he like to be pampered and loved on? Kanata could do that!! They could do that so well. He wouldn't want for anything. And they'd make sure he didn't get sad anymore. Grunting as they tried not to melt into a puddle at how warm and comfortable it was to be inside of him. This must be what mates feel like. A cozy sense of home. Baring their teeth as they kept up their pace, they bit down onto his shoulder. Just a small claim for now. Not enough to trigger a mate bond but enough to help their possessive urges. "Kaoruuu.... i need..."

@soft screaming

Kaoru cried out as their pace picked up, body going limp against them. He could hardly manage a coherent thought, much less coherent words as he tried to focus on every little thing Kanata was doing to him. His moans were a little choked back, struggling to adjust to the sudden change in speed. He barely shifted against them, and that was enough for them to hit something in him. A shudder went up his spine, hands shaking as they darted up to cover his mouth and the whimpering moan that escaped him. "K-Kah — ah-" He couldn't focus on anything but them, another electric shock shooting up his spine as they brushed against his sweet spot again. He shut his eyes tightly, feeling pinpricks of tears well in the corners of his eyes. "Ffffu- fffuck.. Please- God, pleasepleaseplease, Kan-n-nataaa~"

@Kha'iel sorry

That was a fun reaction, they liked it alot. Kanata made sure to target that spot on purpose. Kaoru looked like he enjoyed it a great deal and they cared about making sure he had the most enjoyable time. He had to be feeling good since he wasn't complaining and he usually always had something to complain about. "Please 'what'? You have to 'say' it." They muttered quietly right by his ear, pressing a kiss against his neck. They sure hoped he wasn't gonna ask for babies because they had bad news for him. Neither of them could make one of those, they could buy him a turtle though!

@soft screaming

Every little moment sent another shockwave of feeling through him, everything too overwhelming. His hand clamped over his mouth just a little tighter, the pads of his fingers digging harshly into his cheeks. He shook his head, whimpering as he used their chest as support. He knew if he shifted he might fall, but he couldn't bring himself to care, his chest rising and falling quickly. His cock twitched a bit, precum dribbling down his cock as he tried to keep himself steady. "Pl-eeease-" His voice was a little muffled by his hand, tone pitching up at the end. "C-Close-" His thoughts were getting even more scrambled by the moment, and his head properly lolled back onto their shoulder rather than slumping for a brief moment. His eyes opened, wet with tears as he looked up at them, hands still harshly over his mouth. "Kn-Knot me... K-Kaanata." He was weak, voice shaking with every movement they made. "C-C'mon~ Little- ah- little more..."

@Kha'iel